Restoration Diary - March 2002

This diary contains explicit pictures of a penis. Mine, apart from the "target" pictures. Its intent is to show progress throughout however many months it take me to restore my foreskin. I suppose you could find it titillating, but frankly there are better pictures to masturbate over on the net than a tubby middle aged bloke's damaged willy! No thumbnails, no sexy backgrounds. This isn't porn, unless you make it so. So the pictures frames will be slow to load. You know something? I will be deeply pissed off if you make it porn.

Daily Commentary - Fourth Month

12 March 2002

No restoration has taken place during March from the first until the 12th. Time constraints got to me as well as a ten day business trip to the USA, and I was just unable for so many reasons to restore during this period. Sitting in an airline seat with a restoring rig on is not my idea of fun, and the logoistics of the trip made it too challenging to restore.

The good news is that I stil retain small partial flaccid coverage. I'd wondered if this was just elastic stretching, and it isn't. It's permanent.

14 March 2002

You know, it was today I actually got restarted. And it was a relief to retape and get going again. I had to remember to use a cubicle for peeing again, whihc is the only minor inconvenience, and then I had to abandon changing at the gym and nip to a cubicle to untape! I wonder if any of us are brave enough to change all taped up in full view.

Anyway, the amazing thing is that when I got home after working out I had 50% coverage of a super-flaccid penis. OK, it went away as it woke up, but it is more than I have ever had before. I suspect we are back to elastic stages of restoration again, like on day one, so I am not over excited about it, but I wanted to share it with you

20 March 2002

I admit it. I have been lax. Over the weekned zilch. Monday, Zilch. No excuses. But I am back and taped up again.

29 March 2002

I think I understand now. I'm simply going through a disillusioned period with restoring. I don't see a problem here. What I am finding is that more and more love making is spontaneous, and so the taping gets inthe way. So I am leaving the taping off in case we make love. This means I am resenting the taping because it means one more thing to remove before making love. Now that makes sense.

I am also restoring my foreskin to regain control over one aspect of my life. Looking back over the past many years I have been totally fucked up and allowing everyone else and everything else to control me. Now I am in charge of much more of my life, and it is less and less necessary to get control. Now this means I can restore my foreskin because I choose to and wish to, not because I feel have to in order to get control back.

There are no pictures for March 2002. There was no point because I did so little, and sensitivity did not change at all. But nothing regresssed either.

Tugging Hours for March 2002

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Month's Tugging Hours: 87.5
Total Tugging Hours: 841
Total Tugging Days: 74

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