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Lustfully I stare...
He is straight...like all he rest
Soon I might just dare....
Billi
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Loved my boys, Hot toys
Married, kids, skids, Lies, byes,,,,TIME
Loving boys. Great toys
Tony
 
|
Bask in morning sun
When youth and blood surge sultry.
Afternoons grow chill.
Mihangel
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mark my calendar
anniversary draws near
how could you forget
T. Luke McPhee
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Sweet plunge of nectar
Gasping between lips so rough
Unreality.
Jamie
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Raven black your hair,
Jade green your wild, piercing eyes;
White your ice cold heart.
P. Ingraham
|
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come taste my honey
depends on which bee makes it
only choice is me
T. Chase McPhee
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I say "I love you"
As you walk away from me
If only you heard
Wil
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You are far away.
Across the world, our souls join -
You are in my heart.
Spunky Frog
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Amor y niño
Reila por el mundo
Sií, yo se gusto
MouSer
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Your soft countenance,
Your passionate embrace, your
deadly acid kiss.
P. Ingraham
|
Four hands in the creek
Two boys with clothes soaked and wet
One confused crayfish
Patrick S.
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Daydreaming in school
I wrap my arms around him
I can feel his warmth
TomS
|
I am as I am.
Thank you for understanding
And accepting me.
Neph
|
You don't know me -- gay,
closeted -- I don't either.
Together we learn?
Aquinas
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My cock in your ass
Can't believe it's not pussy
Except no fish smell
Ryan Batchelor
|
Sister was my age.
This 'blond boy' made my loins rage.
He tasted better!
mutnvill
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I slept in your bed,
my head on your pillow so
I could share your dreams.
P. Ingraham
|
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Some call it "illness",
Homosexuality;
There is no known "cure".
Spunky Frog
|
What is better than
Seducing a handsome friend?
Him seducing you
N Fourbois
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torrent of wicked
fools mock my satisfaction
such is springs vengeance
Jon Doe
|
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So close yet so far -
his beauty leaves me breathless.
Alas! I teach him.
Spunky Frog
|
Lust is selfish, quick.
Love is nurtured slow, strong, sure;
Your love makes me hard!
Sonny Williams
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god's a fine young man
sly, standing in a corner
waiting for playtime
Kenneth
|
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I wanted you so
much. And one day you came to
me. I love you Will!
Q-Ty
|
Bring me o'er the world
My heart is open for you
To see I love you
MouSer
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I said, "I am gay,"
He said, "I'm glad you told me..."
My love for him, mine.
Xander
|
|
White Hanes undies teased
ever so slowly downward
red hot sun rising
Trevor McConchie (Miruku)
|
Alone in this room...
Hand pressed to the cold dark screen
What did I do wrong?
Grasshopper
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Yes, I am married
A roadblock that ties me down
Will you lust for me?
The Captain
|
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The camera rolls
And boy spills seed to order.
Humiliation.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
winter, cold and wet
playing boys, firm hot sweating
winter snow melting
john
|
Stripped, bound, and helpless,
Five pledges kneel before me.
Get me the crushed ice.
Mark Apoapsis
|
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We meet after school
He stands, one red rose in hand;
A kiss, I get hard!
Sonny Williams
|
Joyful peace of love
As my heart begins to soar
I shall never fall
Byrjun
|
his are basketballs
one fits in my mouth barely --
he shaves, we dribble
pat
|
|
Chasing a shadow
I wasted so many tears.
He was not worth them!
timmy
|
from my little man
a text which said i love you
my heart has melted
Gary
|
I kissed my boyfriend.
He kissed me. Next day we woke
sporting two lovebites.
N Fourbois
|
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What was it you said?
You would love me forever?
Where's forever now?
P. Ingraham
|
Will you leave or stay?
Or are you only a dream?
I must stop crying.
P. Ingraham
|
Paul, Ralph, John and Phil:
All my past - and present too.
Future beckons bright.
Neph
|
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tears on the eye's rim
the tender the skin the mood
thought of the moment
RevB
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hair of woven gold
delicious boyish structure
mine, now and always
Lan
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Slowly tongue the head.
Creamy goodness down my throat:
Yummy ice cream cone!
P. Ingraham
|
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Two perky nublets
Underneath the mat of brown
So, so sensitive
R. Dean McPhee
|
Jon I must tell you;
When I see you my heart sings.
When I don't, I die.
Spunky Frog
|
Round about of speech
from him, to Mike, then to me
Hey Luke, we're married!
R. Dean McPhee
|
|
Laughter fills the air
I stare into his blue eyes
We know happiness
Lan
|
In the soft moonlight
I proffer dewdrops in the
chalice of your lips
P. Ingraham
|
i savor this pain
my guy married his sweet girl
i just tagged along
mutnvill
|
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My heart's on my sleeve.
Your flesh invades my essence.
I'm turned inside out!
P. Ingraham
|
I know way too much -
Understand nothing at all
Grab hold of my hand !
Grasshopper
|
I wish that he would
Love me all of the TIME and
Not just in his DREAMS.
gary
|
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A smile in his eyes
I smile back with hope and fear
Maybe he likes me...
Kevin
|
Waiting patiently.
His destination? Heaven.
I'll meet him again
Hans
|
He made the sun rise;
I wanted him to love me...
I was his puppy.
Jingjok
|
|
Close yet distant, friends
I cannot see, touch, or hold,
but care for and love.
e
|
My boyfriend's nipple
begs to be kissed. He does know
what that will lead to?
N Fourbois
|
Every day at three
he will pass by my window:
schoolboy walking home
Merkin
|
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Fingers through your hair,
Tongue in mouth, exploring there,
Phallus - you know where!
P. Ingraham
|
I climb from the grave
No longer afraid of life.
This is my first birth!
timmy
|
With lovely, pearl fangs
he tastes my yearning spirit.
Sucking; without end!
Phoenix
|
|
It takes but a smile
To cease the earth's rotation
I can't contain it!
Byrjun
|
Fair hair, eyes of blue,
With a charm that's all his own.
And he will be mine!
Neph
|
Robber! What cheap loot!
You've just stolen my body!
Why not my soul! Here!
P. Ingraham
|
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closet-male for male
who will not blow my cover --
surfing to Eagles!
pat
|
He took off his shirt
simply because he was hot.
We all thought so too.
Mark Apoapsis
|
now her face fades vague.
yours, Friend, firms up near close now.
smile-lights mine for good.
Brian Beck
|
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horrid betrayal
joy in he who is not I
charon's fair in hand
Jon Doe
|
A love in this world;
it would mean so much to me
if he came today.
Charlie
|
Shirtless boy mows lawn
Motorist circles round again
Asks, is this Vine St.
R. Dean McPhee
|
|
I can't be with you -
Everything touched turns to dust
Don't know how to love.
Grasshopper
|
Hs ring's on his first
finger. He drifts his life now
seemingly quite new.
Brian Beck
|
"Best Thing In The Bar!"
(unannounced, unaccepted
award I'd bestow...)
Brian Beck
|
|
No boy is fair game.
His body is only his.
Abusers take note!
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
I told him at last
He just smiled and said “Sorry,
I have a boyfriend”
Findelfin
|
When first I saw him
I exclaimed, "It's John!" I knew:
Without knowing him.
Michael Sargeant
|
|
I went to see you
to say what i feel for you
but he told you first
MAVD
|
Naked wedding night
ah, now I do understand
the name Micro Soft.
JON HOLD
|
Love, eternity
nothing will seperate up
my heart, forever
Markjm
|
|
sweet, sweet recipe
spread choc'late syrup on his
body and then lick
T. Chase McPhee
|
I've so many friends,
Only one can have my heart.
It's you, my boyfriend.
Brian
|
Growing up scares me;
Boy things should last for ever!
He grew and left me.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
|
so once he gave love
took dependent innocence
hacks boy asunder
Ashley
|
I was hurt by him,
My heart broke, I was so hurt,
If only he knew.
Brian
|
When God speaks to me
He always says, "I love you":
Just the way you do.
P. Ingraham
|
|
Gays in small hometown:
[mausoleum? vestibule?]
Ghostly. There. Not-there.
Brian Beck
|
In silence I wait
For him to be in my arms.
He will never come.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
He is tanned and lean
With white where I yearn to kiss.
I will drink him dry.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
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I want to hold him
to kiss, love and live with him
Dreams they are only
moonwolf
|
Together we drank
Tea, coffee, flirting and talk
Do you want me too?
The Captian
|
The beauty of a
Boy's young body is simple -
He is perfection.
Chris
|
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Afraid while happy,
I wonder when it will end.
This fear lasts too long.
timmy
|
Ports his radiance.
Sears our eyes, stings hands, churns guts.
[Turbulently Young...]
Brian Beck
|
The Inside of me
I shed fear, doubt and self hate
My gay self is born
Kevin
|
|
Lips, nipple, packet –
the order of seduction.
Packet first is rape.
N Fourbois
|
Why must I come out?
Whose business is it but mine?
It is tough to do.....
timmy
|
Misunderstandings!
These are the things of true love.
Gay and straight the same.
timmy
|
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I think I love you
As you look into my eyes
If only I'd speak
Wil
|
deep eyes... dark hair... kiss...
drowns me more than the depths of
my love: my life's yours.
liam o'brian
|
such a nice stomach
hairy pattern swirls around
bellyhole so deep
T. Chase McPhee
|
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I am yours forever,
I'll wait patiently for you,
It's okay, I'll wait.
Brian
|
In his hip pocket,
my business card bums a ride.
(Hugs butt, gets massaged...)
Brian Beck
|
I see only him;
My mind thinks only of him.
Why can't he see me?
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
|
Two Brothers joined well--
more of a valued victory--
still, at risk like all--
Brian Beck
|
"What is wrong with you?"
gasped distraught parents. But no:
all came right at last...
Brian Beck
|
Lang'rous summer days
Teens -- slim or buff, arousing.
"Rub on some sun screen?"
Nels
|
|
Verdant gaze longing
Stooped and field-worn sun-bronzed frame
Fulfillment awaits
shadow-warrior
|
from neck to navel
shape it in a defined line
happy trails to you
T. Chase McPhee
|
He hurt me! Tore me!
I needed love; he forced sex.
I hate the bastard.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
|
Together til death
After loves embrace has come
Nothing else is real
Byrjun
|
In soft, deep, safe arms
I sleep encircled by him.
My leonine boy
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
Fall upon my knees.
Summer sun has not shone here -
Spring to attention!
Spunky Frog
|
|
He's made me afraid.
He hurt me badly today.
School: He outed me.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
The sea is gentle
It pumps into the tunnel
Of the man I love
Bretton
|
pant loud pant loud pant
stop in the name of sweet love
i've had enough, now
T. Chase McPhee
|
|
straight friends all around
no doubt loving, meaning well
but where is the one?
RevB
|
I read of his pain:
The cancer of the bone-soul.
Seasons all, they weep.
Ryan Holliday
|
beautiful. intense.
brightly shining as the sun
he is Christopher
Chris Wilhelm
|
|
Perfection am I,
They show me off with great pride.
Do I say "I'm gay!"?
timmy
|
"Face curly with glee"
zesty in clean-limbed denim:
(Teacher's learning-tool...)
Brian Beck
|
I hurt him I know
I never meant to do so
I am so sorry
Simon Reynolds
|
|
Feeds. Licks paws. Rests. Then,
springs, trots off arrow-intent:
self-contained, content...
Brian Beck
|
Teenage elegance
Angel face, tummy so flat;
Only will I dream.
Sonny Williams
|
Soulless, plastic boy,
The warm sun softens your heart.
You melt in my arms.
P. Ingraham
|
|
Why are you so blessed
and yet tortured by my love?
Blood and semen merged.
P. Ingraham
|
Brown hair, shoulder length
Blue eyes that shine when he smiles
My gaydar goes mad...
Findelfin
|
Dared cling one second
to adored Jim in Wrestling:
that whetting, starved me
Brian Beck
|
|
Like sweet wine is he
He who resides in my heart
My reason to live
e
|
Smart?... "Cool"?... (Hot?...) Well, no.
Doesn't fit those "slots." [Why, then,
do I dig him so?]
Brian Beck
|
Summer of fourteen
His love, his soul my comfort
Never ending love
Sonny
|
|
Pain and Darkness whole
Alone panicked and afraid
Wanting yearning, none
Trots
|
Tim, Rick and Lewis
Forty long years have gone by
My love won't perish
N Fourbois
|
cheap seedy motel
wrinkled sheets stained with semen
we wake up sweaty
T. Chase McPhee
|
|
Thank God it's Friday!
My wrists and legs feel leather
I'm his for the night
R. Dean McPhee
|
We were once best friends
but I'm that three letter word.
Those fags that you hate.
Patrick S.
|
Aeging, but not quite...
[Under thermal underwear,
red-hot micro-brief...]
Brian Beck
|
|
Rick, ten long years I
have jerked you off in my mind.
Now I can't get hard.
N Fourbois
|
In the ring they meet
Rippling muscle, glist'ning sweat
Grappling with manhood
P. Ingraham
|
Fills me up inside,
Just like a kaleidoscope
Never lets you down.
rodneygabe
|
|
My heart is racing
Two hundred beats per minute
Coming out is tough
Findelfin
|
You touch me in ways,
I never knew thoughts could touch.
All I ask: Accept Me.
Just Me
|
My heart touches yours
The dark places disappear:
Hold me forever !
Grasshopper
|
|
When times are darkest
Gays boys cry "No-one to love!"
But this scream is false.
timmy
|
Through lowered lashes
over cheeks and lips so soft,
he returns my glance
Merkin
|
Where are the finer
teas, fern bars, quartets, art, twinks?
[...Booze & Chicks rule here...]
Brian Beck
|
|
Love's yearning passion
A fierce tempest of desire
Lust insatiable
e
|
Through the tears I weep
My blurred vision sees his soul
A beautiful sight
The Scholar
|
we talk and you're drunk
alcohol makes you charming;
i love you sober.
aj
|
|
I've got to do this,
I need to do this, My time
has finally come.
Brian
|
"You can NOT be gay!
You are married with a child!"
I am. And I am.
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
Quietly Thinking
I watch the screen flicker blue...
Sadness, summer wans.
Jon Hold
|
|
Gone is the love, trust
No more in my heart or soul
Help me please, will you?
Stefan
|
I have never known
Immortality's appeal-
until I saw him.
Leon
|
For So Many Years
I ached, so much pain inside....
Now, I'm free... I'm gay !!!!!
P
|
|
Anticipation.....
Tip of my tongue peeking out
Taste me, love - taste me
Grasshopper
|
Tonight was a waste
What could have made it better?
Why not a first kiss?
Wings
|
mind body and soul
perfection upon beauty
how can I have him ?
moonwolf
|
|
My sun and my moon
Every night I dream of him
When I wake he's gone
Holly
|
Fag they say, (it hurts).
Queer they say (I shrug and sigh).
Happy, I remain.
Lan
|
At work I am straight;
I do not yet dare be me.
One day, some day soon?
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
|
I tried to jerk off.
No orgasm, but I did write
four haikus from it.
N Fourbois
|
You are a dancer
Will you hold me and guide me?
I do want to learn!
The Captain
|
The boy who loves me
Has perfect imperfection.
Am I his equal?
It's Only Me from Across the Sea
|
|
Pocket billiards is
far more exciting when played
as an away match.
N Fourbois
|
Hard-on in his shorts
His eyes fixed on eyes, alas,
It’s girl who caused it
Findelfin
|
Don't you feel it too?
This feeling emblazed inside
Oh please just touch me
Wil
|
|
"You're so beautiful",
he tells the water spirit.
Narcissus, so vain.
Paul Ingraham
|
why did he not tell
when he was lonely or scared
that's why he is dead
ben
|
I have always known.
So why did I get married?
A lonely coward.
Spunky Frog
|
|
His golden blonde hair
mocks me from across the room
my hidden passion
Inner Shadows
|
Are we of less worth?
Gay couples defile marriage!
So says christian church.....
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