The Jude Project
by Edward Kyle Stokes
Chapter 4
A Date
The presentation the following day was a blur of prepared speeches and projected slides. I stood so close to Jude that I could feel the heat of his body, could smell his faint cologne. He brushed against me as we switched places at the front of the class, and I felt a jolt. He grinned at me, the same shy smile that had drawn me in months ago. It was like the beginning again, a sick, twisted rewind. Nothing had changed, and yet everything had. I thought the project was over; I thought I could finally steer clear of him, try to erase him from my thoughts. But of course, that was never going to happen.
As we were putting the slide projector away after class, he dropped the bombshell. "I can have a sleepover at yours, Friday night," he said casually, as if we were discussing homework.
"What, that's what thirteen-year-olds do," I scoffed, trying to sound apathetic, to pretend his suggestion was absurd.
He simply smiled and said nothing, the grin holding a clear, confident challenge. When we finished clearing the equipment, he turned to leave, but before he did, he confirmed, "It's a date then, Friday."
And that was that. I wasn't going to get him out of my life easily. In fact, things were escalating. A sleepover meant only one thing, but just how that would play out, I would have to wait and see.
Friday arrived with a heavy sense of inevitability. We left school together, the walk to my house a silent, charged affair. He walked beside me, his presence a physical weight, his occasional, sideways glances making me feel seen in a way that both thrilled and terrified me. As we stepped through the front door, the normal sounds and odours of my home—the low hum of the television, the familiar smell of my mother's cooking—seemed foreign and fragile.
My parents were polite but reserved. My mother, ever the hostess, had prepared a big meal, and we ate together in the kitchen. Jude was a master of his own charm, polite and respectful, answering my dad's questions with thoughtful responses and making my mum laugh with a quiet joke. He was the perfect boy, the one they would easily approve of, but they didn't know what was really happening. They didn't see the menace in his eyes when he briefly met mine. They just saw a well-mannered, handsome boy who was a good influence.
After supper, we retreated to my bedroom. The door closed behind us, and the fragile illusion of normalcy shattered. The space where we had once laughed and talked about punk rock now felt like a cage. He walked to the window, his back to me, and gazed out at the darkening sky. The silence was thick, pregnant with the unspoken, and I knew the game was about to begin again.
He went to the desk, swung the chair around, and sat down. He stared at me, a cold, intense glare, his legs spread wide, radiating an air of complete confidence. "I'm waiting," he said, a hint of impatience in his voice.
"You want me to..." I started, but he cut me off with a tut.
"Don't act stupid. Take your clothes off, all of them."
I caught my breath. I was back where I had been the last time, but with an added, terrible clarity. The humiliation, the fear, and the sickening excitement were all there again. My cock, a traitor to my mind, was already hard. I obeyed, pulling off my shirt, then my jeans, and finally my boxers. My face felt hot, my body alive with a terrifying mix of emotions.
His eyes scanned my entire body, a slow, deliberate survey that made me feel like an object, not a person. "Not bad," he said, finally. "Turn around."
I turned, my back to him, staring at a poster on I'd stuck up on the wall. The image was a blur; my mind focused on the feeling of his gaze piercing into my back. I waited, every nerve ending on high alert.
He stood up, the chair scraping against the floorboards, and the sound was like a thunderclap in the silent room. He walked over to me, and I felt the air shift as he came up behind me. He didn't say a word. His hand, warm and firm, came to rest on my arse. He squeezed gently, and I flinched, a low sound escaping my lips. Then, his fingers moved down, cupping my balls.
My body was a battlefield. A shiver, not of cold but of pure, electric shock, ran through me. My thoughts were a chaotic jumble of shame and exhilaration. This is wrong. This is what you were afraid of. But... it feels so good. I can't stop this. I don't want to stop this. My breath came in ragged gasps. Every part of me, against my will, was reacting to his touch. He held me there, in his power, and I couldn't move. The game was no longer a mental one. It was real, and it was happening, and I had no one to blame but myself.
After what seemed like an eternity, he let go of me. The loss of his touch was like a physical jolt. He stepped back and broke the spell, moving to the edge of the bed.
"Turn around," he instructed, his voice low and even. I did as he bid, my body trembling slightly.
Once more we were facing each other, across a divide. He was dressed, I was naked. But this time, the rules of the game were about to change. To my utter astonishment, he began to undress. He unbuttoned his shirt slowly, each button a small act of undressing, of revealing. He pulled it off, his chest lean and defined, then unzipped his jeans, his muscles taut as he slid them down his long legs. The excitement, a raw, primal thing, built inside of me. My heart hammered in my chest, a frantic drumbeat. He kicked off his boxers, and then he stood there, completely naked, completely magnificent. I couldn't look away. My eyes devoured every line of his body, and my cock, a traitorous extension of my mind, twitched with a life of its own.
His body was beautiful, he was already hard, a clear sign that my response was not one-sided. He was just as excited as I was, and the realisation was a heady, intoxicating rush. He began to approach me, a slow, deliberate walk, closing the distance between us. He was a force of nature, and I was caught in his wake.
He was suddenly so close, his warm breath a whisper in my ear. "You know what I want?" he said, his voice a low rumble.
"No," I replied, the word a simple truth, a confession of my total surrender. I was totally lost to him, a ship without a rudder in a storm.
He smiled, a dark, knowing curve of his lips. His gaze took in my reaction, my wide eyes, my flushed face. His hand reached behind me, gliding down the hollow of my back, a simple, warm caress. His palm glided over the soft tight curve of my buttocks, and then he slapped them lightly, a small, playful act that was both a promise and a threat. He was in complete control and I was his to command.
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