IOMfAtS Guestbook, Volume 5
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| Name: | Paul Schroder |
| Comments: | I loved thumbing through these messages, Timmy. They say what we pretty much all know, that this site is a Godsend to many. There are hurting, lonely people out there that need to know they aren't alone. They aren't because Timmy took the time to create and maintain a site of hope, endurance and healing. Thanks for that. Hugs, Paul |
| Name: | Ron. |
| E-mail address: | RonaPrk4@aol.com |
| Comments: | Hi there, I have just found your site and the picture of the guys in "Story Shelf" i found very touching (I would love too) and appealing. I will now explore your site and perhaps have an exciting time. I will let you know. Many thanks |
| Name: | Clark |
| E-mail address: | cdbyrd47@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I really enjoy reading your stories, they take me away from my every day, and takes me to many different places, thanks. I will keep reading, and coming back |
| Name: | John |
| E-mail address: | j-sexton@hotmail.co.uk |
| Comments: | I have been visiting this site for some time now and have enjoyed every visit, so I feel it is about time that I said so. SoÖÖÖÖ. THANK YOU to all the Authors who have contributed and a special THANK YOU to you ëGoing blond for the second time, blue eyes, young looking and a teenager at heart, 5' 8" and overweight, but exercisingí ;-) |
| Name: | Anthony Camacho |
| E-mail address: | acam@blueyonder.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http:// don't have one |
| Comments: | I don't know whether I've signed your guestbook before, but if I haven't it's high time. I can't remember when I started reading your stories = not more than a year or two ago, I think. I've read everything under your name on the site and have at least sampled something from every other author. I had no idea that I needed it but obviously I did. I think the site is absolutely marvellous and am sure it must do wonders for the self-esteem of those who are now where I was 55 years ago when I discovered I dreamed of boys more than girls. I'm not surprised you have won so many awards. If I had one to give you I would. I am also impressed by 'A Place of Safety' where I make a nuisance of myself with my contributions. Keep up the good work (and if I can help in any way please ask. I'll be delighted. Love, Anthony |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Time so much has changed moved from liverpool to over the water moved in with my love took us so long to work it all out love is still an up hill strugle trying to show true love is almst imposeble as love is only in the hart and can not be put on to paperor in a painting love can only be showen in small bits from the begining of life till the end, |
| Name: | John |
| E-mail address: | jjsherrott@bigpond.com |
| Comments: | Hi, I only found your site today but ahve thoroghly enjoyed what I have read so far.I am getting on on years and stories like these get my loins stirring. I hope somebody sees my email addy and will write to me. Thank you JOHN |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Hi just back to have a read and this year I moved in with my guy we go back so so so long ago so good to be with him again love him loads. |
| Name: | nevermore |
| E-mail address: | nevermorepkmyugi@sbcglobal.net |
| Comments: | I am enjoying your site. As an avid reader, I like long stories and multipile books. This site has a lot of them. Keep up the excellent work. Nevermore |
| Name: | Hasanur Rahman |
| E-mail address: | safin3390@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hi, you have a wonderful site. It has helped me a lot. I am a Bangladeshi & currently Bangladesh is going through the same "gay revolution" the west went through in the 60s (well its starting anyways), so I am going through pretty much the same thing you did a long time ago. Your story really touched me. I know now a grown up has actually gone through the same thing I am going through and survived. You have given me hope and shown that I will not just shrivel up and die. I wish I had a dad like you.............. By the way the guy equivalent to "John" in my life turned out to be straight and now everyone knows that I am gay. I am being treated like Frankenstine. But you helped stop this 17-year old Frankenstine from killing himslef.........Thank you |
| Name: | Michael-Kent Dobison |
| E-mail address: | michael.mecs@galileosa.co.za |
| Comments: | Time to try, and try all the time. Life is to short to regret not doing something, so just do it and then deal with the regret. And hay if you can not be good, be good at been bad. |
| Name: | Margaret |
| E-mail address: | mikyxmikyx@yahoo.ca |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.fantasticbottomline.com |
| Comments: | Hello Slick, How you feel is how I too felt several years ago. Until I stopped dwelling on the past and started the future. Now I am finally happy. I have my own work and I found God and He cured me of all the hell. So I pray for you too, prayer and keeping busy and you find you way out of the wilderness. God Bless you, remember God cannot see evil, He doesnt know you or I were abused, He just loves us anyway and wants us to be happy. Your friend, M. |
| Name: | ken |
| E-mail address: | kme78317@bigpond.net.au |
| Comments: | Iam new to this website after my son told me about it. It is just brilliant, very informative and the stories are not degrading as on other web sites. BRILLIANT ABSOLUTELY BRILLIANT |
| Name: | Harry |
| E-mail address: | mcgullen@gmail.com |
| Comments: | Hey. I was referred to this site by Kiwi, one of the hosted writer. By reading through stories, I found a soothing warmth debutting from deep in my hear. The love depicted truly is what the world is in lack of. Again, I'd like to extol the virtues of all maintainer(s) and writers here. Thank for for amending my wounded mind. |
| Name: | david |
| E-mail address: | david@flyfish529.demon.co.uk |
| Comments: | Hi, just have to say, that since finding your wonderfull site, i have been on almost every day, reading and re-reading the stories. As i live in the Highlands of scotland being gay is a real disadvantage and a very lonely life. The stories in this site have helped me get through some of the darkest times in my life, they have made me laugh when i felt like crying and filled me full of joy when i was sooo very low. This sounds daft, but the site and its contents have become a friend to me, a faceless friend, but so very stuffed full of emotion, and welcoming. I love this site and just really wanted to say a huge thanks to you and all the authers that have come together to create a work of art! Thax David |
| Name: | Cor Harding |
| E-mail address: | deadfrog@terraworld.net |
| Comments: | Sorry if I was confusing. I sent an e-mail to you and my system administrator said it was un deliverable. I rechecked the address. Same same. If you get this, please send back, would like to ask you some questions. I looked for your webring ìteen gay boys love storiesî and couldnít seem to find it. I have a young lad, (friend only*), who needs to know more about himself and what love is. I thought some specific stories similar to his experience might help. Do you have a pathway? Home/ relationship/ÖÖ.etc on webring. Iím psych professional. Cor Harding *Iím not gay, and am not at liberty to disclose more of my relationship with the boy. its_onlyme@iomfats.org still doesn't send for me. Don't know what I've done wrong. Do I have it exact? |
| Name: | Gregory Mears |
| E-mail address: | deadfrog@terraworld.net |
| Comments: | I tried to get to your web ring but I could not find it. I have logged onto the webring site. Can you be specific. Thanks. Cor Harding P.S. its_onlyme@iomfats.org doesn't work |
| Name: | stephen rodham |
| E-mail address: | stephenrodham@walla.com |
| Comments: | first visit to your site think it' great will b back alot more |
| Name: | Deeej |
| Comments: | Hi Timmy, Considering I've been a guest here for several years now, on and off, I really ought to have posted something; so I thought I'd follow Brian's example and post a message of thanks. This site is a shining example of the web as it should be: not overrun by commercial concerns, but a mechanism by which one or two people can make a real difference to the lives of others. My regards to you, Megaman and all of the writers that have helped make this site what it is. I would also sing the praises of the site's messageboard, but instead of doing that I think it would be more productive for me to urge anyone reading this who has not yet been there to have a look, say hello, and perhaps consider joining in. You will not meet a nicer bunch anywhere, online or offline. David |
| Name: | Brian1407a |
| E-mail address: | Brian1407a@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Yeh, Timmy its me. I dont think I ever signed your guest book, I was having to much fun talking to you and all the guys in the forum. I came here tentavly feeling my way around and finally got the nerve to ask on the forum if it was really safe. You, Cossie, JFR and all the others have made such a difference in my life. Ill never be able to think you enough. I want all the teens out there who may read this: there was no guessing no maybe, Im gay. I was so lonely and wanted so bad to speak to others like me, to be able to speak to adults who could answer my questions and wouldnt push me away. I found the greatest bunch of people on earth. You, Cossie, Deeej, and all the others have made my life worth living. You all showed me that no mater where in go in life I will never be alone or uncared for. You have given me and several others hope for the future, caring and understanding. The world is a brighter place because of you and your caring. I could never go to a friendlier place or have better friends than I do here. So all the teens that lurk around or just come in for a visit, need to know that if they have questions or just need some spiritual support, this is the place. I know I wouldnt be here today if it hadnt been for you and your site. I can never thank you enough, you are always in my heart and mind. |
| Name: | Colin Smith |
| E-mail address: | clnsmi@aol.com |
| Comments: | I found your site whilst searching for Michael Arram, who had been recommended to me as a gay author. I look forward to exploring your site and sampling your stories as well as those of the people you host. Whilst not an author myself, I enjoy reading (good) gay stories, defined as those where there is a story and not just porn. I am, of course, gay, but have been closetted all my life and now, at age 71, have little chance of exercising my desires, so literature is a delightful exercise. |
| Name: | Petyr |
| Comments: | I havnt been here for quite a while.... mother abover i was dark as a teenager, I hope you're safe Tim and doing right for yourself. Hugs. |
| Name: | Ric Smith |
| E-mail address: | sunkingxiv2@yahoo.com.au |
| Comments: | A most unusual site. Interestting to read the different sections. I'm not sure that a daily email is necessary, perhaps 1 per week would be sufficient? Ric. Melbourne, Australia. |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Hello every one I just had to come back in and say hello so much has changed this year for me. Still in the saim job fell out with some close friends but found some other nice peopel out there. still no bf stoped looking may be a guy will find me I hope. I have fell in love with a guy but I think he is to young for me but what love don't know I do feal for him may be I shuld step out reach out and pull him in hold him close and see what happens next |
| Name: | Isaias Ramos Garcia |
| E-mail address: | isaiasramosgarcia@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Dear sir: I think this is the 3rd time I come here to sign. You certainly have a gift to describe human minds and thoughts and put all that inner life onto paper. It just amazes me how good the psycological world of your characters is described. And I have just got into the rogues gallery and got to know where the inspiration comes from. Maybe what I am going to tell you now may sound a bit cheeky or fresh, but I was a very good looking boy and I am still a very good looking man of 34 years age, not blond, I am afraid, but black haired and with straws of white hair now. I would like to propose to send you a photo of me and see what can I inspire to your literary talents. I think this is a little daredevilish, but I feel confident enough for it. No, not looking to pass to history, at least not this way. I also try to write, but do not have your gifts for psychological description. Please send me an e-mail with your positive or negative answer. I really would like to get in contact to you. Yours sincerely Isaias Ramos Garcia |
| Name: | Isaias Ramos Garcia |
| E-mail address: | isaiasramos garcia@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Dear Sir: I have known your page for some months but this is the 1st time I read a story of yours ("Chris and Nigel". I am in chapter V or VI). I find it quite fascinating. Why are you not a famous writer? You do write quite well. Perhaps you never had the intention to write professionally, but if you do at any time, I would very much like to acquire your books. Yours very truly Isaias Ramos Garcia |
| Name: | isaias ramos garcia |
| E-mail address: | isaiasramosgarcia@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | think I have already signed, but anyway here you have mine. Isaias |
| Name: | Phillip |
| E-mail address: | pjxx@charter.net |
| Comments: | Sensational! It is all that I can say about your site. Thank you for all of the hard work that must be involved in creating and maintaining such a superb site. I also wish to thank you for the hours of wonderful entertainment that I have enjoyed already and I have just found your site. Cheers and Well Done! Your fan in Alabama, Phillip |
| Name: | Isaias Ramos Garcia |
| E-mail address: | isaiasramosgarcia@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://do not have |
| Comments: | Icame to your site by clicking "gay love stories" in Google. It has fascinated me. The poems, some very good, the tales, some very good,too. I am reading now "Towards the decent Inn", and think is a very good short novel. Not a classic, but very well written, with love, separation and suffering, with intrige, reaffirmation of love, and what may be adultery (i have just read Chapter XX). I have also skipped into some other departments of the page and passed the blue ribbon to my best friend and lover. Only one complaint. In Odds & Ends dep. you told of having a questionaire or addresses to go to clear out your sexual and emotional tencency. This is my case. I am not completely gay, but undefined (my sexual fantasies and dreams of stable relationships are with men, though), i have made tests that told me i was "perfectly balanced" between homo and heterosexuality, i have had sex with women and enjoyed it, although I have only fell in love for men. I have not had sex for a very long time for different reasons, and, although I do not consider this the ideal state of my soul, I live well with chastity. I muast say that i am very consused and expected some sort of counseling or reccomendation here, but there was not. I have not dived into all the dep. of your page. Yours faithfully Isaias |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Look in to my eyes I look into your eyes But you will never know How much it truly hurts me As I can not tell you Just how I feal about you But I wish I culd tell you That I love you more Than words I culd ever say And just when I look in to your eyes And you look back at me I feal that paine That can never go away Both day and night. But I shield it away Your nights are my days And Your days are my nights Because I have to say, I love you more than words Could ever say. And when I just look in to your eyes And then my the all my Dark sky's turns blue Just when I look at you. By alun 26/2/2006 I did this for a guy I love so much only wish I culd tell him. |
| Name: | Ken |
| E-mail address: | kenlynes@usa.net |
| Comments: | Hi, It has been years since I visited here. I always think about how much you and Comsie have helped so many others and just wanted to say hello again and thanks for helping. We are either part of the problem or part of the solution. |
| Name: | Paul Morrison |
| E-mail address: | paul.morrison4@tesco.net |
| Comments: | Great to read unashamed romance - why should so many stories be tied down to "the kitchen sink'. Sometimes the human spirit needs the courage to climb out of the ordinary, even if it's only into the imagination. That is what both Anthony Hope and John Buchan are trying to tell us. Dream on - the world you dream is so much more than the waking world. Thank you Paul |
| Name: | Peter |
| E-mail address: | peter@theloft.plus.com |
| Comments: | I think I went to school at around the time you did. It was the typical day prep school then a inor public school. I was lucky in that an older boy took an "interest" and I had a relatively easy ride through school. He left and I later took an "interst in a new first former... a dark haired quiet boy who could play the piano beautifully. I ought to write it down. I have loved your Chris and Nigel narrative. and wonder if thats all there will ever be for book three? At long last I with many others suported stonewalls never ending battle to get rid of section 28 of that hated act. November 2003 eventually saw it off the statutes. Iam looking forward to my own civil partnership in June 2006... yes with the boy who played the piano. Peter. |
| Name: | alun |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Been thinking so much about my self being gay I had it in my head that am gay from being abused as a kid this was from around 7 till just befor I was 11 I did stuff with boys at school when I was about 13 only two but I remenber my hart beating so fast was not sure if it was exitment or fear. The 1st time not much happend but after and even befor I liked this boy it only happend one time with that guy steven. The second time was with some one else he bulied me in to it at 1st we was camping out in my back garden I think I was around 13 not long befor I was 14, I was not yet in pupity at that time as I was very late in to that. But in the end I liked it and wanted to do stuff but I felt afraid of it. Me and him did stuff again meany times even after we left school. I was in college when I had a girle frend my 1st and only one. She was more of a tom boy realy even then I was asking why I liked boys after me and her whent are separet ways I meat my 1st boy frend lee we was frends for some time befor I worked out he was also gay. We was just messing about and it happend I was leaning over him looking at him he did not move just looked wright back at me I felt the saim way I did when I was with the 1st boy steven so I just kissed him. I felt it again my hart beeting so fast we whent out for over a year but after I lost my job stuff happend and we split up. I never did it with any other guy again abart from the second guy I was with from school I did try with a gilre for a second time I just culd not do it. I was on my own for nealy 7 years I had to think so much about my self then I found him again on the internet after serching took me a long time but am happy I did find him we got back to geather it was so nice but he had changed so much we whent out in liverpool in a gay bar I was so so nervus at 1st never new what to exeped as I had not been in one for so meany years and I had only been in one bar about three times but it was ok I liked it. It did not workout to well with me and him found out he moved in with some much older guy when he was just 17 not long before he was 18. I have had a cupel of boy frends after that over the years. It was after that I was thinkng why I was gay I was 28 at this time. As I sead at the begining I was abused as a kid I was 13 when I stated to realize I liked other boys more then girls and that I was gay I asked some one about this and told him I was touched and stuff hapend to me when I was a kid and I thort this might by why I like other boys. What I saw on tv about gays wound me up a little bit films showing men just what I found was called crewsing guys just meening up and getting it together what I fort I wanted was to find some one and just stay with them. Then this guy grabed me told me to shut up and then raped me he hurt me so bad I was so sgred I thort about killing my self a littel later on I was 14 I tryed to get help about this and I remember asking why men do this stuff to young boys. I was told some men do this becose it happend to them I was then thinking when I get older I may end up doing this to boys my self so I used to hurt my self give my self electric shots cut and burn my self took tablets no one notesed any think was wrong. I ask my self Why I did this to my self it was I did this to punish my self for what I belived I was going to do. And what I realy would of liked to do was hurt him the way I was my self it but that I culd not do as I never new where he was. As when your a kid you belive what you are told. Think I was going to end up doing stuff like that and makeing other boys feal the way I did I was so fritend and sgared I never wonted to make any one so un happy and feal so afraid as I did. I never did have meany frends when I was a kid. I was fritend they would know what was happening to me and tell every one as I sort of new it was gay. And as peopel sead stuff about peopel and boys touching each other and it as gay. And bulying them geting back to not long after I got back with my 1st boy friend I had not told my mum I was gay at this time. He did and sead some nasty stuff to me he new what happend to me when I was a kid and twisted stuff and hurt me he made meremember about when I was a kid what made it wors was the guy he was living with was one of the men my mums boy friend took me to and aboused me when I was a kid. So I took a realy big over dose and was found nealy unconches by the police and taken to hospital thank fully I was ok. I pleaded with them not to tell any one I was there as I was not out as gay yet to mum I never wonted her to know the way I was fealing and why. And that I was gay I was there about a week I phoned her told her I was working away in manchester as I some times did. I phoned lee when I got out and whent to see him that day and. And then a cupel of weeks later I got back with him and we spoke about trying again and I told him I was going to tell my mum that am gay and he is my boy friend and he stayed over that night mum was asking who he was in the morning so I told her some stuff that was happening with him at his home. She asked me if he was gay I sead yes and then tolder I was gay this is when I was shoping in tescos at the time. That day I then phoned him and told him he did not call me back he left me never spoke to me again for a long time. My Last boyfrend had some problems also when he was younger as well but nothink like what when on in my other frends lifes. He cheeted on my and stol mony from me and I found out it was for drugs after this I had enuth so I ended it with him. Thinking about all this got me thinking again I was gay from what hapend to me as a kid and I wonder why nealy every one I have been close to was abused or hurt in some way I think to my self can kids detect stuff from each other. As I found out the second guy I was with at school was also abused. There is some think telling me to find him the 1st boy it happend with as I sort of fell in love with him or so I thort but it best I don't look and just find a nice guy for my self. I never saw him again after I left school I wonder were he is hope he is ok not seen any guys from my school out there on the gay seen but I did find one on frends reunited. I thinking I was the only gay from my school. I never new what was happending to me was sex when I was younger I remeber one day when he was sleeping my mums boyfrend I wonted to kill him I was going to stab him and say some one broke in I now ask my self what would of happend if I did this As this was be for the abous got realy bad I meen be for he started to fuck me and take me to other guys I was 9 the 1st time. I still ask my self why did I start to pretend I liked some of what was happening to me. Was I makeing it a game so I culd pretend it was not real I now think this Is this why some boys rent them selves leting men abuse them but be in control So in there minds thay was always in control of it. I wish It was not real and it never happend, Did what happen make me the man I am today the way I am today or would I still be the saim. This is some think I will never know do I realy wont to know. Am I trying to blame some one else for my anger and my fucked up head. Going back to when I asked about being abused for the second time I was so sgared it might hapen again what happend the 1st time I tryed to get help so I took a knife with me. I was going to use it if thay tryed any think and being told that men do that becos it hapend to them hurt me more and fritend me more in side then being abused and geting raped by the 1st person I asked. I wish in away when I tryed to kill my self by taking an over dose when I was a kid It did die but nothink hapend just made me feal realy ill. Still up to today I ask why do peopel hurt peopel this way what would the world be like with out me. I feal at the moment am going to be on my own for ever I find it so hard to trust any one with my true fealings. I remember when i was younger wanting to tell family I was gay there was so much stuff on the telly about AIDS and peopel saying it was all the gays spreding it and I was told that if two gay men have sex thay will get aids so I fort I might have aids already and some saying look at that gay bastard you can tell he has aids and peopel saying it is all them gay's doing bad stuff to kids. So again I was beliving I was going to do stuff I got over thows bad fealings and stoped beliving what I was told. So what am trying to say is I now belive we are who we are and not what peopel make try to make us. I wonted to come out then but was so fritend of my dumm ass stupid family for saying this stuff even now am only out to my mum and my frends and people I work with I had a frend over from the usa he not a friend any more we took him to my nices crisoning he was telling peopel I was gay am not bothed about this but it is non of there businus and it was not the time or the plase to say stuff like that am not sure how my sister will take or if she knows all ready. I also think about finding this guy that did it all to me geting him charged I think that might make me feal beter about my self or do I just want to kick his head in or some think worse. when peopel Do self harlm to them selfs I think in there minds thay don't feal the pain as in there minds the peopel that hurt them are geting all the pain. The 1st time I asked about me being gay and culd it be from what happend to me I was 13 and that person realy hurt me left me fealing realy low and isolated. I asked again nealy a year later I was so sgared of doing this so foolishly I took a knife with me. He spoke in deep about it with me and at 1st made me feal better then he sead it to me men some times do it as it happend to then most probely. That made me think when I get older I was going to do this my self to other boy's and make them feal the way I did even as a kid. I felt bad did not mix well with other peopel was afraid thay would know and tell or bully me for what was happening I did not want any one to feal that way I fort I was going to do the saim thing so I used to hurt my self by burning and cuting and takeing tablets to try too kill my self I just made me realy ill. I don't belive any more that the only reson men do it is becos it happend to them for the simple reson I have not don it or fort of doing any think that way. I found out my last boy frend had been cheeting on me and the guy he was going with had don prison for sexualy abusing a 13 year old boy. I had the police round asking me not to tell any one why the hell dose he deserve protection any way I ask but I do understand why the police asked this he need monotoring to protect other peopel so I will not say any think to any one unless I realy have to becos if I do he may move away and thay may lose trac of him and he may do it again and I would feal it was my fault. When I found out all his it got me realy mad as my 1st boy frend moved in with a guy that was much older then him he was 17 and the guy was over 30 years older then him I only got back in touch with him after 7 years I never new were he was I never went out on the gay seen till I got back in touch with him I had only been out about two or three times and that was not long after we 1st split up. When I saw the guy I new who he was, He was one of the men my mums boy frend took me to when I was about 10 and abused me seeing some one I loved and cared for with him realy hurt me in side this guy is very ill and he don't have long to go so diging it all up will do no good. That week my boyfrend did and sead some bad stuff he new what happend to me this left me fealing realy bad he told people in the main room on gay.com thats were I found him again after serching on the net for him even thow it all turned out bad am still happy that I did find him at that time I had no one around that I culd speak with I felt I was on my own so I again tryed to kill my self police found me took me to hospital thank fully I was ok what got me realy mad was some sick person that had pic of me that was taken when I was taen to the guys mums boy friend took me to was sent to me. This last cupel of weeks I been fealing all this pain again I still feal shame and am sgared of speaking out face to face with some one just yet. I did have a girle frend one time I still lover her loads she moved away did not see or speak to her for nealy 15 years to see her happpy makes me feal so good. She has a cupel of kids this she always wonted am not shure I culd go with a girle again I have tryed but I don't feal wright with them but am gay and I love men. I do have some lesbo frends some think did happen with one of them some years ago and it was ok but I don't think that maters much as she is gay her self and it was her that came on to me I just wonted to see what it was like again but it was not for me yuk Never again. I been had been drinking a bit to help me sleep his is not good and I been geting in realy bad moods in work nealy lost my job a cupel of times am not happy there any way but I need the job I was happy there at 1st but not at the moment I work nealy all day on my own whch can be good left alown to work I remember siting there holding a broken razor blad I had been using I was thinking of cuting my rist how stupid is this I was thinking just afer the phone rang I think if I did not ring would I of don it. So I realy do think I need to speak out about my own problems more. I hope I don't see him or find were he is as I think I may kill him I still remember the day he was sleeping threw the day it was not long befor my 10th birthday I was thinking of stabing him and saying some one broke in I wish I had as It was just after that the abuse got realy bad the reson I say I wish I had I think my life would be "Normal" now and not fealing this anger or not being gay I used to give other gays abuse and insult them I feal bad about this I think I did it as I was trying to fight being gay but you can not fight your self. Been asked so much has got to me a bit trying to exblain the way am fealing I find it hard just it was 5 years ago from the 6 feb that i took it all realy bad and ended up in hospitl being found nealy unconches be the police by mathew street. What I think it all was i had a bad time with my boy friend lee he new some of the way i was fealing and why and he used it against me told some people about the abuse I had when i was younger I felt traped and fritend of my past and thort people would use it against me and as some sick sod sent me pic's of my self so I serched the net for where thay came from god knows why but I think the reson was if I finder were they came from and any were else they was I culd find them and do some think about it loockly I did not as I am not sure what I would of don tracing some other stuff round I wish I had keeped the links I was sent were the picís of me was and to my email. I like to help others when I can as it makes me feal happy am beginning to open up more final finging some frends I feal i can trust with the way i some times feal is nice I see some peopl that don't have very much but have frends thay can speak to about any think and i would swop my live with theres any time as live is not what you have in the bank or in your home It is who you have around you and what you do with your time. I lost contact with some good frends as thay moved away with new job's or moved in with there boy frends. I don't want people thinking am trying to blame any one for my self being fucked in the head at the moment am angary at my self for going about stuff the wrong way it was the only way i culd do it at the time as there was no one around for me to speak to but it is time for me to try and do some think about it. I ask would it of been best not to say any think as that way people would not be asking me so much of how I new and how I found out I got it in my head people was thinking am the saim as him. And thats how I new if that was the case would I of put my self in a position of were i culd be in trubel to stop this guy. I hope one day people will see me for who I am. Am no longer angary with my self for what happened as i think I would not be as a caring person that i am and seeing more good in people a lot more. Some one sead to forget it all and look out for your self this i can not just do. And i can not forget it all as you need to look back on some bad stuff to see what is realy good in your own life. This is the way I look at it and I feal better for it so if you don't like that then tuff. After all this am not so mesed up looking at what I have put down even thow I have repeated some of it I have looked at each step I have made and asked my self what I can do and I think is will be good for me to move away to manchester I was speaking to a frend over there and he is going to help me out. Just leaving mum when he is ill is putting me off so may be the odd day and weekend will be good for me. Thinking of retraining to do a new job as well as am fed up with fixing dumm playstations would like to reopen a computer shop but to much competition out there so just fixing them and doing networking job's like I have been is a good start just need some good staff that will work well and be honest is hard to find. So going it on my own is the 1st step that way I am in control of my own work and then if some think dos go wrong I can not blame any one else or it. But some help will be nice. |
| Name: | Chenlong |
| E-mail address: | chenlong83@msn.com |
| Comments: | 今天有幸浏览到贵网站,拜读部分故事,如同回到了teenage的年代,重新找回当年的感觉,非常美妙! 陈龙 06.01.12 I think this means "Today I was fortunate enough to have a look at your web site and read the short stories, and it was like being a teenager again. It was wonderful to be able to relive my own feelings from those years!" - IOMfAtS |
| Name: | Art |
| E-mail address: | artb@astound.net |
| Comments: | Don't remember how I found your site several months ago, but I've enjoyed very much reading the many stories. Some pleased me more than others, of course, and some were simply great. I'm enjoying Aaram these days, bur Grasshopper, Josh and Charlie were above average in past months. |
| Name: | Fred |
| E-mail address: | foharder@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I just found your site! Tried searching but must have put bad lead in but found it thru a link @ CRVBoy. Will try some of your stories. Keep up. |
| Name: | aserdaten |
| E-mail address: | aserdaten@ob.clearwire.net |
| Homepage URL: | http://None |
| Comments: | Haven't really explored the site yet, but is attractive and nicely laid out. Looking forward to doing that. |
| Name: | Gary |
| Comments: | There are not many sites on the internet that I return to in the way I do to yours. Here I find peace and hope, not for myself but for others that they will be happy. You are an awesome person and there are hundreds and hundreds of people that have been helped by you. You deserve a supersized blue ribbon. Thank you for the help you have given to me you are truly wise and I thank God for you. Gary ------------------------------- You know, gary, hope and happiness is inside us all. Part of the eventual joy is, I think, the journey. Sometimes it is hard. Mine is not easy and I have not finished it. And the end is not in sight. But helping, even anonymously, the least of us to find happiness and hope, that is a reward in itself. It si time for you to find it for yourself, don't you think? I wonder if you will see this reply? timmy |
| Name: | ed |
| E-mail address: | bowwow3647@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | found your site as a link from another author I like. thought I would stop and leave a note. we are close in age. the only catch was I didn't understand about being gay until a few years ago. They say with knowing comes understanding, all i can say to that is that I know me better... i just wish I knew then what I know now or had the ability to go back with that knowledge. But then I wouldn't be the person i am today and I like the me I am. i just need to find someone to share that person with. thanks forthe time to share. ED |
| Name: | Brook |
| E-mail address: | gdaustell@nettel.net.nz |
| Comments: | Thanks for your entire site. It is interesting intellectual and thought provoking. I have not read every thing yet but what I have, I have found to be imcensorious, well set out and very full of vivacity. The poem Ibn Esra was very enlightening. |
| Name: | renee - again |
| E-mail address: | eeney.pops@gmail.com |
| Comments: | woops. i guess i was 'upposed tuh leave an email address... (look up) don't delete me :( |
| Name: | Renee |
| Comments: | I am absolutely in love with these stories. Keep 'em coming. The Journeyman made me cry countless times. Amazing. |
| Name: | Lukas |
| E-mail address: | lukas-ashke@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I just found this site and its totally amazing. Have been reading the story "CHARLIE" and now i cannot wait till it all plays out. My lifebonded b/f and i share many things. One of them being true love for each other, and your stories are all about that. Snoggz n' Huggz from Lukas n' Taylor |
| Name: | paris |
| E-mail address: | paris_lachey@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hey its paris here. i just wanted to say that your website is pretty sweet, and im really lovin the name " its only me from aross the sea"~ thats wicked!. i like poetry, so i liked how u had it in your website. i dont really know wat to write so peace out. love~ paris |
| Name: | Eddie |
| E-mail address: | Edmanrb@aol.com |
| Comments: | Ran across your site and it has been realy intertaining. By the way we both have the same birthday. I dont know why I was different, I was 14 and I fell in love with a boy at school. Yeh we were physicaly involved. He was very closited and afraid half the time. I found out after colledge that he had committed suicide. I never went in the closet, I was out from the get go. No body was going to tell me how to runmy life or how I should live. Im no coward, a lot of people who thought I would be an easy target, learned a hurtful lesson. I spent 2 years in viet nam as a chopper pilot, and I had fun. IM in a relationship now and have been for 7 years. Hes the love of my life. We are committed, but not Monogamus. We keep no secreats from each other. I have been so enjoying the storoes here and want to say thanks to all the guys who have the skill to write. By the way.....He was a jerk. He was a jerk from the beginning. If he didnt know you were rubbng his arm and why, then he was plain stupid and you were better off without him. Again thanks. Im realy enjoying the stories here and hope there will be more to come. Eddie |
| Name: | shiro |
| E-mail address: | caroljina@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | IOMFATS is the best website, all my friends;str8 and gay love it. Great work |
| Name: | Justptrck |
| E-mail address: | JUSTMEPTRCK@AOL.COM |
| Name: | Alex |
| E-mail address: | Sub_Seven@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://new.PetitionOnline.com/IOMfAtS/petition.html |
| Comments: | i have really loved reading all the Chris and Nigel books, and i have the same question as everyone else, when or will you be continueing the books? it just seems very unfinished, and reading these books is just great very dramatic at time i can even feel sorry or tense for them even though they are fictional. And it has to be a good if you get that emotionaly attached to it. I thought i might as well go ahead and make a petition over it :P it will be interesting to see how signs it http://new.PetitionOnline.com/IOMfAtS/petition.html |
| Name: | Ron H |
| E-mail address: | tc62sar@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | It should be understood that No I do not desire the young boys, my interest is the older. But the statement must be made that those who have written the stores must have known the desires to have true devotion to there mates. Stories like those posted can not just come from the desire to write, but personal experiences that could then be written in true form. For those that have never experienced the love of another, they have missed the greatest tribute in life. |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Been thinking so much about my self being gay I have it in my head that am gay from being abused as a kid this was from around 7 or 8 till just befor I was 11 I did stuff with boys at school only two but I remenber my hart beating so fast was not sure if it was exitment or fear. The 1st time not much happend but after and even be for I liked this boy it only happend one time. The second time was with some one else he bulied me in to it we was camping out in my back garden I think I was around 13 I was not yet in pupity at that time but in the end I liked it and wanted to do stuff but I felt afraid of it me and him did stuff again meany times even after we left school, I was in college when I had a girle frend she was more of a tom boy realy even then I was asking why I liked boys after me and her whent are separet ways I meat my 1st boy frend we was frends for some time befor I worked out he was also gay. We was just messing about and it happend I was leaning over him looking at him he did not move just looked wright back at me I felt the saim way I did when I was with the 1st boy so I just kissed him I felt it again my hart beeting so fast we whent out for over a year bt after I lost my job stuff happend and we split up, I never did it with any other guy again I did tyr with a gilre for a second time I just culd not do it I was on my own for 7 years till I found him again we got back to geather it was so nice but he had changed somuch we whent out in liverpool gay bars it wasmy 1st time out in liverpool in a gay bar I was so so nervus at 1st never new what to exeped but it was ok I liked it I did not workout with me and him found out he moved in with some old guy when he was 17 not long be for he was 18. I had a cupel of boy frends over the years. It was after that I was thinkng why I was gay I was 28 then, as I sead at the be gining I was abused as a kid I was 13 when I stated to realize I was gay I asked some one about this and told him I was touched and stuff hapend to me when I was a kid and I thort this migjht by why I like other boys then this guy grabed me told me to shut up and then raped me he hurt me so bad I was so sgred I thort about killing my self a littel later on I was 14 I tryed to get help about this and I remember asking why men do this I was told some men do this becose it happend to them I was then thinking when I get older I may end up doing this to boys my self so I used to hurt my self give my self electric shots cut and burn my self took tablets no one notesed any think I did this to punish my self for what I belived I was going to do as when your a kid you belive what you are told I realy did think I was going to end up doing stuff like that and makeing other boys feal the way I did so fritend and sgared I never wonted to make any one so un happy or feal so afraid. I never did have meany frends when I was a kid I was friend thay would know what was happening to me and tell every one as I sort of new it was gay as peopel sead stuff about peopel boys touching each other and it as gay and bulying them. Geting back to not long after I got back with my 1st boy friend I had not told my mum I was gay at this time. He did and sead some nasty stuff to me he new what happend to me when I was a kid and twisted stuff and hurt me he made meremember about when I was a kid what made it wors was the guy he was living with was one of the men my mums boy friend took me to and aboused me when I was a kid so I took a realy big over dose and was found nealy unconches by the police and taken to hospital thank fully I was ok I pleaded with them not to tell any one I was there as I was not out as gay yet to mum I never wonted her to know the way I was fealing and why and that I was gay. I was there about a week I phoned her told her I was working away in manchester a cupel of weeks later I got back with him and he stayed over one night mum was asking who he was so I told her some stuff that was happening she asked me if he was gay I sead yes and then tolder I was gay. That day he left me never spoke to me again for a long time. Why am wrigting all this is I also found out my 1st boy frend was also abused and my 1st and only girl frend was also and. I had a cupel of others my Last boyfrend had some problems also when he was younger. He cheeted on my and stol mony for drugs after this I had enuth so I ended it found out he had been cheeting on me with some guy so I checked this guy out he had don stuff to a kid this got me so angary I told some one about this to try and get him away from this guy he never listend I tryed to help him as I new this guy was bad. Thinking about all this got me thinking again I was gay from what hapend to me as a kid and I wonder why nealy every one I have been close to was abused I think to my self can kids detect stuff from each other. As I found out the 1st guy I did stuff with and the second guy was also abused. There is some think telling me to find him the 1st boy it happend with I never saw him again after I left school I wonder were he is hope he is ok not seen any guys from my school out there on the gay seen. I think am I gay from what happend to me as a kid is sex like food when your a kid no one askes you what you like thay just give it to you. I never new what was happending to me was sex but do you grow to like what your being given and exeped life as it is. I remeber one day when he was sleeping my mums boyfrend I wonted to kill him I was going to stab him and say some one broke in I now ask my self what would of happend if I did this as this was be for the abous got realy bad I meen be for he started to fuck me to spell this out put his dick in my ass and take me to other guys I was 9 the 1st time, I still ask my self why did I start to pretend I liked some of what he did to me. Was I makeing it a game so I culd pretend it was not real or I was in control, Is this why some boys rent them selves leting men abuse them but be in control so in there minds thay was always in control of it all. I wish It was not real and it never happend, Did what happen make me the man I am today the way I am today or would I still be the saim, This is some think I will never know do I realy wont to know. Am I trying to blame some one else for my anger and my fucked up head. Going back to when I asked about being abused for the second time I was so sgared it might hapen again what happend the 1st time I tryed to get help so I took a knife with me, I was going to use it if thay tryed any think. And being told that men do that becos it hapend to them hurt me more and fritend me more in side then being abused and geting raped by the 1st person I asked. I wish in away when I tryed to kill my self by taking an over dose when I was a kid I did diye nothink hapend just made me feal realy ill. Still up to today I ask why do peopel hurt peopel this way what would the world be like with out me. I feal at the moment am going to be on my own for ever I find it so hard to trust any one. I remember when i was younger wanting to tell family I was gay there was somuch stuff on the telly about AIDS and peopel saying it was all thegays spreding it and I was told that if two gay men have sex thay will get aids so I fort I might have aids already and some saying look at that gay bastard you can tell he has aids and peopel saying it is all them gay's doing bad stuff to kids so again I was beliving I was going to do stuff I got over thows fealings. So what am trying to say is I now belive we are who we are and not what peopel make try to make us. I wonted to come out then but was so fritend of my dumm ass stupid family for saying this stuff even now am only out to my mum I had a frend over from the usa he not a friend any more we took him to my nices crisoning he was telling peopel I was gay am not bothed about this but it is non of there businus and it was not the time or the plase to say stuff like that am not sure how my sister will take it or any one else so do I realy care at the time I put it on my last CV and alover my web page http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html I think I have sead enuth I just wish there was some were for me to speak and see other peopel I go to a drop in center I speak about my anger but not what happend I am trying to as I think If I do I might feal beter about my self. I also think about finding this guy that did it all to me geting him charged I think that might make me feal beter about my self or do I just want to kick his head in or some think. when peopel Do self harlm to them selfs I think in there minds thay don't feal the pain as in there minds the peopel that hurt them are geting all the pain. |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.co.uk |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Two friends Alex and Ashley become lovers over night neither knew at first how each over was feeling they had been friends for so long. Alex was trying to teach his friend to play pool and was standing close to him. As Alex leaned over Ashley and guided his hand over the pool cue to guide his shot Ashley could smell the scent off his chest and the sensation of his warm hand over his. This excited him so much his heart was racing so fast it made his whole body shook. Ashleyís shot was not that bad but he wanted so much to be close to his friend he kept slipping with the cue. Alex again put his hand over Ashleyís, but this time he felt his friendís body shake and reacting to his touch each time he was close to him. He moved slower so he could lean over his body for longer. As he did their eyes met for a brief second, as they looked in to each otherís soul. Their hearts started to race faster and faster. That night they went back to the room where they were sharing the bed, just as they had done many times before. Alex was sleeping as Ashley moved closer, moving his bare chest closer so it was just touched Alexís back. He put his finger tips on to his shoulder. Alex was not sleeping but did not move as he longed for what seemed forever to kiss the lips of his long term friend. As Ashley started to fall a sleep Alex took his hand and held his fingers closer to him. This excited him so much he started to get hard. Not wanting his friend to feel this for now as he felt nervous as he turned around so they were back to back. Alex soon turned over and as it was getting a bit cold moved closer to Ashley and put his warm hand on his side. Ashleyís heart started to race too fast he turned around and looked into the eyes of his friend. They just stayed like that for a couple of minutes, but to them it felt like hours. Then they moved closer and held each other. This excited them both to the extent that their hearts raced so much faster and faster. Both Alex and Ashley could hear each other heart beating like their chests were about to explode. They looked deeper into each then both began to realise how the other was feeling as their lips finally met they kissed for the first time. They held each other closer and felt there the warmth of each others bodies. That morning as Alex was taking a shower, he left the door open hoping his friend would see. As Ashley came in he asked him to pass him his shower gel, so that he would glimpse upon his obviously wet naked body. Ashley passed it in to him and brushed his hand against his body. Ashley stood there and started chatting about what they were going to do that day. Ashley asked how long he was staying in the shower. Alex said ìam getting out nowî so Ashley slipped his shorts off and stood there naked. He stood closer to the open shower door. Alex admired his naked body and increased his excitement so much he shook a little and nearly slipped. Ash saw this and jumped forward to catch his friend. Now they were both naked in the shower. Alex said ìthanksî. Something told him he did it on purpose to get close to him. They stayed in the shower together. Alex asked ìdo you want to try my new shower gel?î Ashley said yes, so to his amazement Alex poured it in to his hands and rubbed it over his body. He got so excited; he got so hard he thought he was going to burst. Then he saw Alex was also hard and he wanted so much to feel his hard penis against his body. Then they stood looking deep into each others eyes. They started to kiss, their bodies in such unison that they were touching each at many points. Excitement from the physical union made their hearts beat uncontrollably. Their increasing levels of ecstasy encouraged Ashleyís hand down towards Alexís groin, grasping his companionís hard penis, holding it close to his. He could feel it pulsating to the extent that he felt that the passion for his mate was going to explode. Following this came a rush of excitement so intense that it made Alex cum with such force that it covered Alexís stomach and some of his pulsating chest. This was riten about two frends of mine alex is no longer with us sadly he died in jsnuary 2005 |
| Name: | Travis |
| E-mail address: | gadgetmac43865@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I Would like to email sunshine boy and tell him about my experience with his story however i do not know where to find his Email. BTW thankyou for actually emailing me back lol. |
| Name: | Travis |
| E-mail address: | Gadgetmac43865@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | PS: IOM Have you ever read Mercedes Lackey's " The Last Herald Mage" Series "Magics Pawn" "Magics Promise" "Magics Price" Trust me on this one it's excellent |
| Name: | Travis |
| E-mail address: | gadgetmac43865@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | What can I say, I have just read "The Journey" ; a work in progress by Sunshine Boy. It tugged at my heart strings, I couldn't stop reading and am definately looking for the next submision. In all fairness this is my first rendevous with this site however i am extremely impressed. I cant wait to read this to my baby. I will be back, but i just wanted to say thankyou for providing the world with the opertunity to read about two boys in love. I have issues with the way the outside world typically views gay males. I see your doing your part to change that to something more wholesome and beautifull, like it is meant to be. To all contributing, Thanx |
| Name: | Jason |
| E-mail address: | new_places@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I love this site. I really got inspiration for my own writing. I came out of the closet a year ago and received love from another boy. He died in a car accident two months ago. I didn't know what to do, so I came here and read some of the stories. I loved Chris and Nigel, I saw so much of Eric in Nigel. Thanks IOMFATS. __________________ Jason I tried to email you. Please email me. Address is on the site |
| Name: | Jason |
| E-mail address: | sj1reece2000@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.myspace.com/lunarphoenix |
| Comments: | Your site is amazing. Even that young I fell in love once and now that Im older the feeling is just the same. Even if it is in stories Im glad there are people out there who understand and feel love the same way I do. I also enjoyed "Who I Am Makes A Difference" I've sent it to my best friends, family and people Ive lost touch with. It made me realise how lucky I am and how my love for all of them influences my life for the better. I actually started crying because I was so happy and felt like I was opening up to them. I haven't cried since my early teens and Im 24 now. Thank you so much for putting yourself out there I can only imagine how many hearts and minds you've touched and inspired. |
| Name: | Richard Spencer |
| E-mail address: | be_happy_corporation@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | When I first read just a story on this site, I cried of happiness. It was just so nice and helpful to find such a beautiful love site, enough of the ones talking about raw lust and sex. Thank you all, every single person that keeps websites like this open and available to everyone to read and enjoy. |
| Name: | Antonio Barberena |
| Comments: | Love your site! |
| Name: | Ray |
| E-mail address: | cakjun@cox-internet.com |
| Comments: | Grasshopper, I just finished reading "Dream Catcher." An absolutely a beautiful love story. thanks |
| Name: | IOMfAtS |
| Homepage URL: | http://iomfats.org |
| Comments: | How preposterous. "Children do not fall in love" indeed. This is the same school of thought that says "children do not feel pain". Be a man! Post an email address. |
| Name: | Sonny |
| E-mail address: | I do not have e-mail. That's how cool I am. |
| Comments: | Shame on thee! Thy stories are downright awful. You just do not undertand the complexities of love... children do not fall in love. That should be understood. No child understands love, no child really cares for it. For thy own safety...please do not write any more about young children. I was young not so long ago... unlike you. Write about something you understand... I do not oppose your concepts. There have been many stories written of forbidden love. From your stupid story "Chris and Nigel" to Shakespeares' "Romeo and Juliet". Not that they compare. It seems the only place to find a true love story is the library. I'll have to go there sometime. Does thee like Shakespeare? Look there for inspiration, not in the back of thy own dirty mind. Farewell pilgrim, and may god have mercy. |
| Name: | Dave Evans |
| E-mail address: | davespeedoevans@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.SpeedoGuy.com |
| Comments: | Hey guys - I'm a 22yo gay Aussie guy travelling the world and having a tonne of fun and I'm writing about it in my new weblog. I love speedos and no matter where you are drop in and we might run into each other. Check it out guys - http://www.SpeedoGuy.com |
| Name: | darkwingduck1984 |
| E-mail address: | darkwingduck1984@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Found this link @ jacobstales.com . Nice job!! |
| Name: | Ellis Gant |
| E-mail address: | courtplaza@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I have a story I would like to post but I'm not sure how. I'm not that computer literate, so computer jargon would me little or nothing to me. Would It be possible get a email adress to send it to, a directory of sorts that would email its address to me at courtplaza@hotmail.com and I mail my story to them using that address. Sorry for being so verbose, and asking you to go through so much trouble, butthis web site is a find of a lifetime! Thanks Ever So Much! |
| Name: | alun |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Just had to come back in and say hello a lot's been happening I finished and passed my CCNA 1 moveing on with part two am a littel bit behind but caching up. lost a good frend in january he had HIV HTTP://gaydar.co.uk/alex_me_c He was frends with a guy andy that also was lost to us not long after he was 16 back in aug 2001 he came to see me in hospital back in feb 2000 That feals such a long time ago I did some think very silly felt so low after a brak up with my boy frend lee. I moved on from all that and got out there meating new peopel and found a some good frends. Am still singel been singel fron jun I just had enuth of ben, Drinking and geting nasty with me am just not a punch bag. So what is new I like this guy from college he seams so sweet not shur yet if he is gay or not but I will find out. Need a guy with a bit of a brain so college is a good plase to start. Or shuld I be doing my work well a guy culd help. |
| Name: | Dan McKinnon |
| E-mail address: | jonsong@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | wow, when i read "the journey" by Sunshine Boy it was like i had been hit over the head. especially in one of the later chapters where Dan's full name was given. Somehow i would like you to pass this on to the author Sunshine Boy as i would like to chat with him. I was born in Seattle Washington and my dad, also named Dan was born in British Columbia Canada and i have been trying to trace my family history and have hit a lot of brick walls ... some of the walls are really weird so i am naturally wondering if somehow somewhere we could have some conection ... if this is not the way to contact him, how do i do that .... thanks ... dan |
| Name: | Jay |
| E-mail address: | digitaljay@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.qtwear.cjb.net |
| Comments: | Your site is very interesting. I took the poll and was kind of surprised by the results. |
| Name: | Kim |
| E-mail address: | eldfaste@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Your stories are the most amazingly beautiful love stories that I have ever read. I read a lot, but it's been years since anything moved me as deeply as these tales of love and longing. You must be a wonderful person. Love and admiration Kim |
| Name: | The Boy in the Tree |
| Comments: | This is a good site with a good heart. |
| Name: | Don |
| E-mail address: | Auditman64134@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I just finished reading Robin and wondered if it is going to be completed. Is someone writting the next chapter. |
| Name: | Michael |
| E-mail address: | michael24199@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/michael241_99/ |
| Comments: | Great web site! I am so glad I found it. We are a lot alike and it makes me feel better to know that there are people out there like me (us). I have a personal website you can see if you like. Keep up the great work and thank you again. Michael |
| Name: | Earl Kammerud |
| E-mail address: | earlkammerud@aol.com |
| Comments: | I have read several of your stories. I find them emotionally wrenching at times, tears and all, enjoyable, and well written. Thanks |
| Name: | Richard |
| E-mail address: | r.hadfield'tesco.net |
| Comments: | Hi, I disovered your site just the other day and have been visiting it almost every day since. I really enjoy the difference in the style of writing in the stories,as this gives them a lot more meaning and feeling. Perhaps I will write a couple of "based on" truth stories for you, if you like. |
| Name: | brendan |
| E-mail address: | bbopharris@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hi i just discovered this site and i'm glad i did. when i was growing up i was very confused by the amount of MISinformation flying around. at school, from my mother, from the few friends i had. i was a quiet boy at 13 at 14 at 15 and had no one to talk to about my feelings and desires, my lust for other boys. i'm well past that now. at 40, i'm a fairly well-balanced 40 year-old. attracted to men and women, but back then i didn't understand what my body was telling me. so, this site is a welcome addition to the rational world. i hope it can help those boys who need to learn that THERE IS NOTHING WRONG with them. don't let your behaviour be bound by others. |
| Name: | alun |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Some time from when I last posed some think to this. A lot has happend most good. Got my self back in to college doind cisco Ipro3 like that some is a bit hard but am geting threw it all. What I want to do is go in to teaching think I will like that as am geting bord in my job as all I do is fix playstations it is begining to P*^%^& me off. Finished a relation ship it was not going so well so he was drinking and started on the drugs again had so much mony going missing but thats enuth of that. Going back to college is all good some nice guys in there not that am looking am realy doing my work Mmmmm. |
| Name: | Denny |
| E-mail address: | DElan50@earthlink.net |
| Comments: | It's with some pain I sign this guestbook. I'm "a bit" past my teen years such as you've written about and I've been reading about recently. I've relived almost my entire remembered life in these exquisitely painful and beautiful tales. I've only lately discovered some of my "behavioral" problems of early childhood were, indeed, symptoms of what I found out to be an alcoholic father who was into drunken rages and emotional abuse of my biological family. My adopted parents loved me throughout all my rebellions, my antisocial outbursts, my bedwetting my unusual sexual escapades and my extreme shyness and lack of self esteem. I suffered through sexual molestation as a very small child (4 years), again at ten, and finally when I realized I might actually be gay, at 17. I agonized through self doubt, extremely low self esteem, an insensitive father figure, a very capable but distant mother figure, teenage gay crushes, teenage hetero crushes,gay seduction, college sweethearts of both sexes, a ten year marriage that wasn't, several very sexually satisfying affairs (both sexes again) but absolutely nothing in my life prepared me for the pain I feel now. I can only hope that those who have gone before will light the way for those who follow. I had no idea others were suffering like I did. |
| Name: | Gabriel Duncan (of Lonely Ocean) |
| E-mail address: | rusticmonk86@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.lonelyocean.co.uk |
| Comments: | Glad to see you doing well. :) |
| Name: | Lyndsay |
| E-mail address: | chicagoimport87@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I've just finished reading Chris and Nigel, it was brilliant. I've been doing nothing but sitting here at my computer reading about these two amazing young boys. The story has given me the courage to make advances that I just couldn't bring myself to make, as well as having the moxy to accept defeat. The site has helped me informationally as well as emotionally...so thank you for being so bold and so very talented! |
| Name: | David |
| E-mail address: | daemfe@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I have thoroughly enjoyed your stories. I have read almost all of them. I just stumbled onto a couple of sites and only have been reading for a couple of months. I am new to this but I am really sorry to hear that you are going to be bringing your writing to a close. I can promise you that I will read all of your stories. Thank you for shaing your stories with me. |
| Name: | Kevin |
| E-mail address: | ISeth06@aol.com |
| Comments: | Inspiring set of stories for anyone and everyone. Truly aworks of art. |
| Name: | RGS |
| E-mail address: | rodneygabe@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Just wanted to say hi and let everyone know they should read AJ's story. It's wonderful. |
| Name: | Tony |
| E-mail address: | ayedee@tiscali.co.uk |
| Comments: | I have just finished Chris and Nigel and enjoyed it very very much, will there be any more chapters? I will now start on the rest of the stories. Best wishes. |
| Name: | Aisha |
| Comments: | NICE SITE! I LIKE IT VERY MUCH, øCAN YOU PUT BJORN ANDRESEN PICTURES? I LOVE HIM, HE IS SO CUTE! HE IS VERY SPECIAL FOR ME. GOODBYE |
| Name: | alun |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | To day I had to come to an end with me and ben I fort it was going to be over some time. We did split up and try and get back with each other I fort he would chang but not ben don't think he will as he been takeing drugs drinking. I gave him that second chans but why did I. Think I was fritend of being alown again Am back at college now trying to move on in life. Not so happy with what I had to do but geting him out of my life is what my hart told me I had to do. Some frends of mine did not ever like him and have realy been in touch with me from when I first got with him. Need to keep in touch with theas frends as we go back so long hope all will be good for ben hope he will find the strenth to chang his ways then he might get back with his family. To all that know me I send my love to you |
| Name: | Ed |
| E-mail address: | farquar@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I cannot believe the similarity of your 'experiences' to mine. It was almost like I was reading my own story. I loved reading every chapter. Thank you. |
| Name: | Frank Jarrell |
| E-mail address: | frankjarrell@sbcglobal.net |
| Comments: | I've been delighted to read through your wonderful site. Please keep up the high-quality writing, plus sensible advice for young folks. I have only one quibble and it's just that: monogamy isn't a natural state for homo sapiens. Although it's a far from definitive source, please see http://www.lovethatworks.org/FAQ.html Since I'm a newcomer, I suspect I'm raising a topic that has probably been beaten to death already at this site. I just couldn't help it. Regards to you and all! Frank |
| Name: | Lewis Bosworth |
| E-mail address: | lbosworth@admissions.wisc.edu |
| Comments: | I think I read some of your stories some years ago. They were posted to Nifty. Am I right? In any case, your website is great as are your stories. Lewis Bosworth |
| Name: | Earl Kammerud |
| E-mail address: | Frankinearl@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.hometown.aol.com/frankinearl/ |
| Comments: | I haven't finished perusing your site but I like what I see. Earl |
| Name: | Cyndie |
| E-mail address: | cajungenes@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | Hi, Are you going to continue the story of Chris and Nigel? I just read what you have so far and it's a wonderful story, but it doesn't seem like the end. |
| Name: | Michael |
| E-mail address: | HB087now |
| Comments: | Love all your stories and guestbooks, but where has Tonimus gone. Michael |
| Name: | Mike |
| E-mail address: | joe3245@hotmail .com |
| Comments: | Well what can I say . The stories are great I can relate to a lot of them the way I was when I went through school. They are beautiful ,loving stories not just hot sex ( mind you that is ok too ) but they have a real meaning to them .Some of the stories have a very sad ending and I find this very refreshing. Thank you keep up the good work . Mike. |
| Name: | Kevin |
| E-mail address: | rvq@psu.edu |
| Comments: | Greetings! Just finished Grasshopper (as far as it goes, I assume it's still in progress?). And wanted to express my appreciation for the hopefulness in each page. The characters emerge in well-formed ways (it seems to me) and thus can change while remaining true to themselves. I do wonder about the ethics of decisions each character makes (and that each of us makes!) in terms of long-term consequences. For example, the decision not to tell JD's father that he has a child seems sensible at the time (given how he's depicted) but what changes might the future bring such that it become important to him or JD that each knows the other (for medical, genealogical, psychodynamic reasons, etc.) Speaking of which, the dimensions concerning brotherly relations is very impressive, not only for Jordan and his relation to his father but for Danny's (ultimately tragic) relation to Michael. I very much look forward to reading your development of JD as a big brother! Well, don't wish to bore you, but I remain grateful for the inspiration this story will bing to readers of all ages and inclinations. Btw I was linked to the story by comments in a readers' forum from the "Tim" stories by Brew Maxwell, are you familiar? Happy times...Kevin |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://aluncouk.homestead.com/Mywords.html |
| Comments: | Been a long time from when I last looked at any of the pages hear. No I have a new boy frend been nealy 7 monthes now. Some times am not sure why he is with me or why we stay togeather. His name is ben he has some problems at times but I think only need guidens to fine who he realy is his familly are nice> I love him loads. Last time I signed this must of been nealy a year ago a lot has changed from then. Am back at collage trying to get back in to teaching or just get a beter job from what am doing now. Then move out from home as mum drives me crazy. My sister now has a nother kid Elinor so that's the 3rd 1st was moatthew then jessica. Matthew is crazy a bit like me just pleases him self. What more can I say but well am going to see some frends soon in the begining of next month not seen them befor don't know why thay just over the watter from me about 30 milles been frends over 5 years we know so much about each other as well. Will log back in and tell you all about it. |
| Name: | Ken |
| E-mail address: | ken25cooper@aol.com |
| Comments: | Just in awe at finding this site. Can't read enough of it. New to the internet so suppose I'm really lucky finding the best so early. Please more of Chris and Nigel. |
| Name: | Paul Merrett |
| E-mail address: | paul.merrett@lycos.co.uk |
| Comments: | Hi. I've been looking at gay marriage on the internet as an option. The thing is, I have a partner who is Brazillian. We are very much in love and I would hate the thought of him being deported. If we were heterosexual, then, no doubt, we would be able to marry and my partner would be allowed to stay in the country. My partner isn't trying to make money. His family in Brazil are comfortable, well off and educated. My partner is also very intelligent. At the moment things are fine because he is studying and has a student Visa, but on the back of my mind, there is this worry. Does this civil partnerships proposal favour my situation? And if so, when will the proposal become an up and running reality? |
| Name: | removed by originator's request |
| Comments: | Hi Your site has been inspirational to me. I can identify almost exactly with your life story. I have been battling with the whole, am I gay?, thing. But I see that you can live a straight life and still look at beauty. Thankx, |
| Name: | Edith |
| E-mail address: | emlee@swbell.net |
| Comments: | Hello Sir: Just wanted to drop by and tell you that I love your site, my all time favorite is "Grasshopper" and we have been emailing each other on a regular basic. I am so impressed by that young man, he has my heary. I just finished reading his story "Summerfire" entry for your contest. Do not worry I am reading all of them, I just happen to be partial of The Grasshopper, so, yes I am bias, and I choose his story as the WINNER. Thank you for the opportunity to write to you my THANKS for your site, it is interesting in a good way, informative, inspiring and oh so loveable, and appreciated by me and many others. |
| Name: | David E. Sparks |
| E-mail address: | pobatboyz@prodigy.net |
| Comments: | I love your site so far can''t wait to start reading. Hugs Dave in Cocoa |
| Name: | Harry Bowman |
| E-mail address: | hjb25@juno.com |
| Comments: | I just recently became aware of this site and so have been slowly touching as much as possible. It will take a while to read most of the stories and catch up. This is an awesome site. I have thoroughly enjoyed everything I've looked at and read. Keep up the fine work. I will log on every day to see what is new. Thanks again |
| Name: | Fran |
| E-mail address: | franmacdonald@ozemail.com.au |
| Comments: | Hi, I haven't read any of your stuff yet, but thought I'd sign in out of courtesy. I'm writing a novel-length gay love story at the moment and I LERV gay love stories. I'll let you know what I think when I've read more. Cheers! |
| Name: | Justin Barclay |
| E-mail address: | j_barclay2@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I absolutely love your website. It is so informative about matters that I am quite interested in. The story's are some of the best I have ever read they are soo touching and I love them. Suprisingly being from a very "Roman Catholic" area and being one myself it's very hard to ask questions and find answers to them in my area. I only wish they were more liberal and accepting. I really hate hiding in the closet. Your website is a place for me to come and open up and not worry about what I'm reading or how I feel. It is a place I can truly be myself. |
| Name: | Paul |
| E-mail address: | paulnal@shaw.ca |
| Comments: | I really like the new site. I have been away for 4 weeks and everything has changed.. I also enjoy the stories a lot along with your sex information area. Keep up the good work and thanks for doing this site. Hugs from the Canadian West Coast Paul |
| Name: | Michael |
| E-mail address: | mg_zidane@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://crayonx.bravepages.com |
| Comments: | Hi! Well, to whoever runs this site... It's my second time writing here and I was just wondering when the next chapters of Chris and Nigel are coming out. I'm kinda missing them, you know? The last time I visited your site was... I think about a year ago and I wanna thank you again for what you've said to me through email. Since then, my life has changed much. I'm nineteen years old now. While I'm not ready yet to tell everyone about me bein' gay, I've told five of my closest friends already about it and they've so far accepted me for who I am. Back then, I couldn't imagine I would be able to do such a thing. Your stories gave me a lot of confidence. I even told Stephen, the guy I like that I had feelings for him already. I was rejected, of course- but we're still friends. It hurt a lot, but at least I got to know what I needed to know. And though I know he can never be mine, I still hope we could be together someday. I've never loved another boy as much as I did for him. Right now, I'm point blank. It's hard living having no one to admire or someone to inspire you. You're right, Chris and Nigel were lucky. For those who've experienced unrequited love, well... time will come and we'll find the right ones for us, I guess, huh? Well, that's all I can say... "The worst way of missing someone is to be sitting right next to them knowing you can't have them." |
| Name: | Shontae |
| E-mail address: | ecwildcat02@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I just wanted to say that I love your stories and my boyfriend does too. We've read just about everything on this site religiously and think it is wonderful. It's nice that there are sites dedicated to love stories between teenagers and not just about the sex. As a straight female, I love a good love story. Even if some of them do make me cry. |
| Name: | Cameron |
| E-mail address: | aussie_wallaby@yahoo.com.au |
| Comments: | I coudln't find an e-mail address to write to you, bud, but I was so thrilled to hear about Section 28 finally being repealed. Lets hope more people celebrate this win. Cameron (been a while bud, forgiev me) |
| Name: | James May |
| E-mail address: | jamjames@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I jsut want to tell you that you did a spectacular job on Chris and Nigel. I have been looking for my one true love for over 20 years right now and not yet found him. I really enjoyed reading it and look forward to reading the future chapter in you book. I think you have done a wonderful thing and do hope you keep up the awesome work. I look forward to reading all of your writings. And do hope you get this and read it because I so want you to know that I appriciate you and your work. thanks again keep up the good work.... james from the united states |
| Name: | steve |
| E-mail address: | shwwebb@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Please don't remove from the site the pic on your story page - ever. I think that may be the most beautiful picture I have ever seen! Says it all. |
| Name: | cliff |
| E-mail address: | biteach@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I have no idea how I found your site, but glad I did. I really enjoy the stories and pics. I like looking at the young guys, but to dangerous to get to interested. |
| Name: | chase |
| E-mail address: | chaseclark39@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I like the boy pics. that you have they are good. Plase do more of them and i like the storys that you have also. keep up the good work that you are doing and all the rest of group too. chase |
| Name: | hopeless |
| E-mail address: | thisisnotanemailaddress@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://none- |
| Comments: | Hi, I'm actually just another teenage boy whos in love with another boy. I told him, and although he can't reciprocate my feelings, he has been really kind by not letting the secret out. Anyway, Please keep writing the Chris and Nigel stories, they are a great source of escape from the world now. Hopefully you will not give up writing. Thank you... -Hopelessly, in love |
| Name: | 58 year old |
| Comments: | I have just read my own life story in yours. |
| Name: | ray |
| E-mail address: | raysjock@yahoo.com |
| Name: | Christopher |
| E-mail address: | echt@earth.co.jp |
| Comments: | I discovered this site 1 year ago. At the time, I had serious questions and issues about my sexuality. Since I live in a tiny town in rural California, there were really not that many people or places that I could turn to for help. This has been a place of great help to me. Thank you. |
| Name: | Bill |
| E-mail address: | pushtotalk@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Great pagent, I really enjoyed it. In the first set of pictures you had a HOT pic of David Casidy. You could almost see everything. Do you have any more hot pictures of him. Thanks |
| Name: | SveTho |
| E-mail address: | InGodWeTrust1981@yahoo.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.geocities.com/svenfahrbach |
| Comments: | Hi IOMFATS! Long time no hear! Don't know how much MacRule's told you but I'd like to hear from you again! Sorry for not having gotten back to you earlier... way earlier, well, the usual :-\... My mailbox ain't working, so the one above is temporary but I'm checking it regularly! So long - SveTho :-) |
| Name: | Dave |
| E-mail address: | daveberkshire@earthlink.net |
| Name: | ken |
| E-mail address: | kenone@blueyonder.co.uk |
| Comments: | Your site does so much to elevate the 'gay scene' to teach/encourage so many to see sex as a means to an end rather than an end in itself; in short to love and receive love. A two way relationship/friendship that is still there after the physical-self has expressed itself. Any worthile relationship is like building a bridge across a river, it is built from bank to bank finally held together by a 'key stone'- call it love. |
| Name: | Mick |
| E-mail address: | Joe3245@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Thank you this has been great . |
| Name: | Pablo Turturro |
| E-mail address: | Pablo_turturro@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I liked very much your stories, and the paintings of the german painter were also very nices. For me is clear that a naked boy picture is not nessesarily pornographic, and can be very artistic. But going even further, I must said that a sexual act, can also be presented in a beautiful and artistic way. People that thing that an artistic picture is a picture of a nessesarily dressed model are totally wrong. Mappelthorpe pictures are very explicit and they are very artistic too. I would like to see in your pages or links, pictures of beatifull boys, without clothes, in the same style of the pictures of the german painter. Congratulations for your page. |
| Name: | Key |
| Comments: | Well; You know me, we have been good friends for more than 3 years. You are one of the most extraordinary persons I have ever met. Although I have never met you in person your magnetism is so intense that I doubt anyone can feel diferent after exchangig a few words with you. I am enjoying the Peagent very much, and my favorite is among the first 5 (Jason from QAF). I hope he climbs even higher. A very nice guy. Keep the good work, dear friend; Key |
| Name: | Pete |
| Comments: | Hi! I am on your mailing list, but it just ocurred to me that I had not told you how much I enjoy Educating Max CoupÈ Just hit send and hope to see updates soon! I am pleased to see my oldtimers in the paegent are doing respectably. I never expected they would do this well. Shocked and appalled that Prince Henry of Wales is not up there with his brother. I think he is cuter than his brother! |
| Name: | Paul |
| E-mail address: | wranglin1@aol.com |
| Comments: | Great wallpaper !!!! I also love your contribution to 'Robin' on The Glass Onion. Keep up the great work !! |
| Name: | Carl |
| E-mail address: | |
| Comments: | Hi. I'm enjoying the pagent. Will not vote untill I have fully taken in all of the photos. BUT SOON ! Fond regards. Carl |
| Name: | H M 'duke" Cumming |
| E-mail address: | dukemorgan11040@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I really enjoy your stories. Keep 'em coming. Pun intended. bcnu duke |
| Name: | Jon Melling |
| E-mail address: | jonathan.melling@ntlworld.com |
| Homepage URL: | http:// don't have one |
| Comments: | amazing, wonderful, awesome, beautiful, fantastic, most of all reassuring.you write wonderfully, poetically, whimsically almost, not just about sex, and i love you. you should get published. no, really. i'm 14 and i love boys. i always have, will and do. i want to. i crave it. yet none of the things you write about in your stories will ever happen to me, however beautiful i am, because i'm too shy. so all i need until i find the right guy for me is your stories and a strong right fist. you honestly make my life bearable, cos after being outed by a so-called friend, it's been hell for me at school. though i'm glad we don't have communal showers any,more or i would have outed myself by now, believe me. |
| Name: | Caitlyn |
| E-mail address: | buterfly_141928@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | I love your site! I am a girl, but dont get me wrong in this subject! I am not gay, but I am in love with love between guys! I dont find the need to say gay. I dont like to call it that! Great site! |
| Name: | ken |
| E-mail address: | kenone@blueyonder.co.uk |
| Comments: | Being in the UK I am unable to offer a bit of financial support; it is a pity that everything seems to be only in the usa. Born in South Wales some 80 years ago, I can fully appreciate much of the times and bacground against what you have written. My first love was when we were 9 or 10, and he was the son of a bitter widower. I wish you well in every respect. |
| Name: | amy |
| E-mail address: | k_a_s_1@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | i love your stories they are the best i've ever read. i love velvet touch and face in the window they are my favorite. i hope you write more. |
| Name: | Mikey |
| Comments: | To the teen...remember that we're all different, sometimes in ways that at first we find painful to accept. Hang in there. You will find your place. And you will find love. Mikey |
| Name: | Me |
| Comments: | To the gay teen. What is "different"??? No1 is the same as any1 else. b yourself. if your gay then accecpt it and get on with your life. its not such a big deal once you accecpt it. b yourself and b proud of it |
| Name: | bobby |
| E-mail address: | boy1673032 |
| Comments: | hi just wanted to say i really do enjoy your site , and it real intriges me how you work so hard to keep it going right |
| Name: | snert |
| Comments: | it is totally disgusting that those in charge have forced an openly gay priest to turn down a promotion to Bishop. Britain still has a long way to go. By the way. The mayor of my city, Providence, the capitol city of the state of Rhode Island, is openly gay and that fact was universally known to the electorate here before he ran for the job. I am so glad we have progressed to that point. I wish you guys luck over there in Britain with whoever the new bishop will be. By the way I adore your site it is fabulous!!! |
| Name: | aluncouk |
| E-mail address: | aluncouk@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Time has come for me to move on to some were new need to pull up my roots and move on. I ve given some one so much time and all that I had to give but It looks to me that he needs more than love but love is all I have to give so what else can you give you give all your mony till there is no more to give you give all your time till time comes to an end you give up all your work to give them more time but then you have nothink but the love for then. So I ask what is it that you wont from me and thay don't have the time to anser. It has been a long time from when I sar this person last I now wish I culd give up how I feal but that is love it hurts you so much you with you culd dye but may be I can. |
| Name: | Lexxicon |
| E-mail address: | lexxicon@zmail.ru |
| Comments: | Great is what I say. The only question is if you're planning to continue with Chris and Nigel. |
| Name: | ikhwan danial |
| E-mail address: | caczmooyon@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hi there, this the coolest web sites that i have been . but the only thing that i wanted is to see naked young boys but there is none but its ok i hope you can update this web sites and plus more teenagers stories . email me ok : caczmooyon@hotmail.com |
| Name: | john doe |
| E-mail address: | n/a |
| Comments: | is there a problem with a young boy liking a adult there no sex feelings or pedofiles feelings just a close bond between us we love doing fun things together almost like a dad to a kid who dont have one seems like all my friends say im get a bad deal if he says im doing something to him even if i dont the risk is there. hes ok with me as a step in dad |
| Name: | Fred |
| E-mail address: | fleas01@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Truely enjoy all. |
| Name: | Sarah |
| E-mail address: | icedoutballer412@aol.com |
| Comments: | I think that your website is very useful, and you are an awesome person for being so open about everything!!! luv ya |
| Name: | GED JARVIS |
| E-mail address: | 111GED111@YEAYEA.COM |
| Comments: | HI IM GED FROM MANCHESTER,UK. IM NOT SHY AND I GET TURNED ON BY LADS HAVING SEX WITH EACH OTHER WHETHER IN STORY FORM OR IN REALITY. I ALSO FANTASISE ABOUT ME BEING INVOLVED, SHOCK,HORROR, GASP. GED, GAY MAN AGED 35. |
| Name: | Autoloukos |
| E-mail address: | autoloukos.no@spam.gmx.net |
| Comments: | I love your stories. Odd, really, because I don't 'want' people as young as you describe in your writings. I just started reading 'Chris and Nigel' and got caught up in it. I love the way you write. I also read the comment by the gay teen, a few days ago. So sad. I so wish he'd left an e-mail address. I'd like to talk to him - see what we could dig up. Standing invitation. Always. My addy is valid, if you omit the obvious. Thanks for what you wrote. |
| Name: | tom |
| E-mail address: | tpway@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | hiya, great site. I jsut had my first experience with a gay friend of mien. He came round my place, and we jacked off together. Is there any way i can post this on this site? |
| Name: | D'Artagnon |
| E-mail address: | DArtagnonBlues@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hiya Everyppl, Hiya Timmy, I just want to thank everyone who has written me about my stories here on the site and let you all know that I really do appreciate your comments and encouragement. So far it's been a great experience and I hope the stories themselves don't let you down. Keep the dream going! Cya, D'Artagnon |
| Name: | a teen... |
| Comments: | I think that I am gay, but I do not want to be different from others... |
| Name: | Bob Miller |
| E-mail address: | rlrmiller@earthlink.net |
| Comments: | I love the stories. It seems that I know the people or that the stories are abort me. |
