Tales of Abuse and Terror
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| Name: | Don Collins |
| E-mail address: | elleryqueen2@att.net |
| Comments: | Hi: I think that your site is wonderful. I feel more at home with you folks than anyone else. Love you all, Don |
| Name: | don collins |
| E-mail address: | elleryqueen2@att.net |
| Comments: | Thank you for a GREAT site. I was continuously raped for 7 years while I was in prison and I am still not able to talk about it. This site offers me some relief and I hope to find some good advice that will help me to find some peace. Thanks for caring. Don Collins |
| Name: | Rainer |
| E-mail address: | rainerteichert@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Hi
Your story remind very much of my own story, I too went to boarding school myself. Let me tell you a bit of myself. I had been going to boarding school since the age of seven year old, my life was nomal at my junior school. I left to go to senior school, that when my life change. I was eleven year old. One day, a few months after being there a older boy got me to do something to him (I will not say what I did I will leave that up to own imagation) but it left in awe of it. After that I have more experience with other boys. One day I got to know a boy called Roy, we got to doing boyish things, over a period of time we got to know each other and I begin to like him a lot, at the time I not think of myself quote "gay", but realised as time went on, my feeling were going in that direction. I was very confused and scared, knowing it was considered wrong to feel things like that towards boys. Moving on in years, I left that school, lost contact with my Roy, which up set me quite a bit. anyway life went on, looking for someone, but didn't find the right guy (must have not looked in right places). anyway I met this girl got to know her quite well. One she ask me to marry her, well I loved her in my own way. so we got married, life was comfortible. and we were quite happy, had two lovely kids and two grandchildren. But unfortunately something went wrong in our relationship and we got divorce. The kids stayed with me. Now I am coming to the point of this boring tale. I regret to this day that I did not keep looking for the right guy. I feel bitter and sad that society in my time was not willing to accept that some people our different, now I am feeling the effects of it, I get so depress and even wanting to do harm to myself, I feel so trap, I cannot came out to even express myself, because of the fear of rejection of my family.it's the thought of my kids and grandkids has stop me harming myself, it's the thought of them being up set has stop me doing anything. So may I give some advice to the gay teens and young gay guys, out there. if you sure that you are gay. "STAND STRAIGHT AND BE CONFIDENT WITH YOURSELF. YOU ARE PREFECTLY NORMAL NEVER LET ANYBODY TELL YOU DIFFERENTLY. I wish you young guys all the best of good fortune, and keep the faith. Good bye my friends Rainer |
| Name: | Rainer |
| E-mail address: | rainerteichert@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | Keep the good work going |
| Name: | david |
| E-mail address: | rober7uk@yahoo.com |
| Comments: | A very touching story i had a simular thing done to me
with chemicals |
| Name: | Wim Visser |
| E-mail address: | wimvisser@wxs.nl |
| Comments: | In the early seventies I watched a movie called: A Clockwork Orange by Stanley Kubrick. I was in my early twenties and part of the film frightened me. You can imagine wich part. Short time ago I bought the film on DVD. It didn't frighten me any more; it made me angry.
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| Name: | Robert |
| E-mail address: | boyzeal@boyzeal.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://www.boyzeal.com |
| Comments: | Wow, your story is touching. I can only imagine what it
must have been like for you back then, and I think today’s world is harsh. At least now they’re not physically harming anyone who is different. Not that this world is perfect as many places still do implement certain laws such as in the US the death penalty was reinstated, and Texas still uses a form of torture, the whip). |
| Name: | JOsie |
| E-mail address: | yellowfish_suck@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | The worst of things happens to the best of people!
You are as good as gold Marc" hope to tell u that" outside the computer as well one day. *hugs* Josie |
| Name: | chris |
| E-mail address: | chriskerse@excite.com |
| Comments: | Read your story; born some 6 years earlier, but been
through the same UK school-system up by it. My love was Adrian; but I could not say it then, and it's far too late now |
| Name: | Chuck |
| Comments: | It is 1:41 A.M. here where I live in Alabama. I grew up in
Pennsylvania knowing as a child I was different. I don't know if any one experience I had gave me a clue as to my preference and orientation but it was and still is very confusing. I had the preference of both sexes, freely expressing my heterosexuality but always hiding my homosexuality. Inwardly I always prefered my own sex but could never openly or freely express it. It's been a seesaw ever since which has caused me to become quite reclusive not wanting to establish any relationships whatsoever. After reading your story I feel great empathy and sympathy for your pain. Unfortunately I don't beleive in my lifetime there will ever stop being a prejudice by the majority of people who will never understand unless they have been there. I hate a society that is governed by people of authority that have the right to make decisions that caused you to go thru the pain that you did. Nothing was decided by just one person in your case. Your parents, your classmates and their parents and our legal system and the so called caregivers were all responsible and there is probably repeat performances of your situation that are happening everyday in the same manner. I think everyone no matter how good they profess themselves to be have some latent tendencies that would or could be construed as deviant behavior or abnormal from a so-called normal society.Nobody should have to go thru what you had to go thru but you and I both know it will continue to happen forever as long as men and women and boys and girls have sexual urges, feelings and thoughts. I've printed out your story on my printer because I want to remember it and show it to people with a heart. Thankyou for sharing it. Your Friend, Chuck |
| Name: | Ken |
| E-mail address: | electroken@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I e-mailed the story teller directly. My heart goes out to
him. Bless you for giving him the place to come and share his story. |
| Name: | John |
| Homepage URL: | http://hometown.aol.com/jk4896907/myhomepage/index.html |
| Name: | John |
| E-mail address: | jk4896907@aol.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://hometown.aol.com/jk4896907/myhomepage/index.html |
| Comments: | the homophobia pervasive in the US particularyly in the
militaryh has caused all of us to lie when we were sworn in ot the service and recede into the closet. this had been exacerbated by the 'dont ask dont tell' policy? currently in place. NO ownder we quesiton our values. Our elected officials have demonstrated they have none. |
| Name: | Derek Bardwell |
| E-mail address: | soaringtoad@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | http://www.allaboutsex.org/molested-onefamilysstory-
salon.html Perhaps you would like to check this out, when you are feeling strong. D |
| Name: | Tom |
| E-mail address: | Glalwi@aol.com |
| Comments: | And this stupdit shit still goes on today. When will
people wake up that a person is born either straight, gay or bisexual. How can they think a person would choose to be this way. Knowing what life would hold for them. The so called straight people need to open their mines and look at them selves before looking at the gay and bi person. So many of them live in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones at some one else. I don't care what a person does in private. I like a person for what he is as a human and how he/she treats me. Their sexual relief is their busness not mine. I could care less about that. |
| Name: | Marc |
| E-mail address: | marcintime@hotmail.com |
| Comments: | I pray to God that this never happens to any one again
Marc........... |
| Name: | It's Only Me from Across the Sea |
| E-mail address: | its_onlyme@hotmail.com |
| Homepage URL: | http://iomfats.org |
| Comments: | This book has a hugely serious purpose. To document the
torture inflicted by caring doctors and parents on their gay kids. It isn't for cheerful greetings. I have another book for those. |
