Mason in the Center, Part 2
by Joe L
"You're gay too?" Tyler chirps with a big smile. Carson and Zack look at each other and laugh.
"Let's just say," Carson puts an arm around Zack's shoulder, "that I'm gay for Zack."
"What the fuck is going on?" I ask, folding my arms.
"He's the one, right?" Zack asks as he crosses the room. He starts to hug me, but then backs off when he sees Tyler bristle. "When you told Carson that he needed to give back to the people who care about him, you like… fucking… made my life worth living!"
"What do you mean?" I'm still can't figure out what the fuck is going on.
"You were right. I was a selfish prick," Carson shrugs his shoulders. "I don't want to go through life using everybody. I started giving back to Zack by… being his boyfriend. Now I'm giving back to you guys by letting you hang out here and maybe getting some alone time, and then someday, I'll give back to Mom and Dad."
"What's this about me getting some alone time with Mace?" Tyler wraps his arms around me from behind, and I squirm free, trying not to giggle like a little girl.
"Now, we gotta deal with that!" Carson points at us and pushes Zack.
"They're ADORABLE!" Zack pushes him back.
"Okay, Ty," Carson crosses the room, grabs Tyler by the shirt and pulls him towards the door. "I'm sure Mace wants to badmouth me to Zack for a while, so I'm going to show you around."
"Okay, Jeez!" Tyler wiggles free and suddenly, I'm in the room alone with Zack. I feel my face turn bright red. I can't believe some stranger knows about my deepest secret.
"So, whaddya wanna say to me?" Zack asks with a smile.
"I don't really know what to say. Umm… he's not gay. I don't know how many girls he's been with, but I wouldn't be surprised if it's around a hundred."
"A hundred?" he laughs. "No, it's only fifty-three."
"He knows? And you know? Wouldn't you rather be with a guy that's into dudes… that's into you?"
"Well, yeah… but sometimes you gotta make the best of your situation."
"What do you mean?"
"Your brother rules this school. It used to be all about how much money your family has, but he changed all that. Now, the rich guys talk about how cool Carson is. I swear!"
"I guess I'm not surprised. So he's the king of the school and you're the… queen?"
"The king's hot boyfriend," he laughs.
"Doesn't everyone know that he's straight and that your relationship is just… bullshit?"
"It's NOT bullshit." I think I offended him. "You know the Kinsey scale, right?"
"Yeah, I'm not sure I believe in that. One is straight and six is gay, right?"
"Yeah, I believe it. The thing is… when you're at an all-boys boarding school, you can automatically add two to everyone's number."
"No way!" I laugh.
"It's true cuz dudes get fucking horny and most of us can't even leave on the weekends! Look, the ones… the guys that would never even think about messing around with another dude will let guys blow them here. Outside of here, they'd be beating on those same guys. Anyway, the twos and threes, which is Carson's category, normally might let a guy blow them… but here, they'll do other stuff." Zack smiles as a very important memory swims around in his head. "The fours and fives, with no girls to distract them, are now totally about dick… and the sixes, like me, make out like bandits!"
"Aren't there other… sixes here that would make a better boyfriend?"
"Nah. There's no one here that's boyfriend material."
"How do you know if a guy is boyfriend material?"
"In order to be in a relationship, you have to have the ability to love and the ability to be loved. Believe me, being loved is a lot harder for guys our age. They just can't handle it."
"Yeah, once. I tried with a guy back home that couldn't do either. For me, it's a lot better to be Carson's boyfriend, have a shit load of fun, and worry about that other stuff later."
"Do you think Tyler is boyfriend material?"
"You both TOTALLY are."
"How do you know? You only just met us."
"It was the way he put his arms around you earlier… and it was the way you looked when he put his arms around you, until you got embarrassed."
"Yeah, I kinda like when he does that. So what's the extra stuff that Carson will do that most twos and threes won't?" I try to change the subject.
"Well… he won't blow me, if that's what you were wondering. He told me right from the beginning, and I respect that. But, he lets me blow him… and sometimes, he fucks me… and if I can get him drunk enough, he'll even kiss me!"
"I can't imagine Carson kissing a guy!" I laugh and fall back on the floor.
"But the best part…." He looks around the room as if someone else was listening to our conversation, "is that he lets me sleep with him… in his bed!"
"But you have twin bunk beds! You both sleep in the same bed?"
"Every night!" he whispers.
"Wow. That doesn't sound like Carson."
"It's all because of you! You affected him more than you'll ever know." He smiles, lies down on their bed and takes a big whiff of their pillow. "Anyway… enough of that boring stuff. I wanna hear all about you and Tyler!"
"What?" I feel my face turn red again.
"Don't be embarrassed! I bet you've been dying to have someone to talk to about all this, but you have to keep it all inside, right?"
"Yeah, I guess so… but it doesn't gross you out?"
"Fuck NO! Tyler's hot, you're cute, fucking tell me everything!" He hugs his pillow tightly and squirms on his bed.
"What do you wanna know?"
"Start from the beginning." He smiles and bites his lip.
"Uhh… okay. Did Carson tell you about the spin-the-bottle game?"
"A little… but I wanna hear it from you."
"Well, it wasn't like I ever thought about Tyler… in that way… before we kissed. I guess I noticed that he was getting hotter as I was noticing guys more and more, but that natural… what's the word… aversion was there."
"I'm guessing it's not there anymore."
"Uhh, no. It's like… when this thing started, Tyler's personality completely changed. It's like Tyler the brother and Tyler the boyfriend are two different people. Tyler the boyfriend is like someone that just came into my life. Shit, I feel like I'm trying desperately to rationalize incest."
"No, no. I totally get what you're saying. Look, if I had a sexy brother around my same age who would fuck me raw every single night and wouldn't ever even talk to me or make eye contact with me otherwise, I would totally do it. You have the great sex and the love! If there's anyone that would tell you that they wouldn't do exactly what you did in your situation, they're fucking liars."
"I think a lot of people could have resisted."
"Shit. You're a fucking horny gay teenager! You don't say no to that stuff. Anyway, get back to spin-the-bottle."
"Well, the first couple of kisses were uncomfortable pecks. Carson said that each kiss had to be longer than the last one, so once they started to get longer…."
"I guess I felt sparks."
"How did you know?"
"It just felt good… to be kissing his lips. They were soft and warm and he smelled kinda sexy… like a sexy guy at school. He didn't seem like the normal Tyler. Just being close to him… was nice. I felt this little jolt inside and then… kind of a tingly feeling."
"Uh huh." Zack can't stop smiling.
"Then, our next kiss, the same thing happened… but when I pulled away, I looked into Tyler's eyes… and I could see that he was feeling those sparks, too. It was just like… for a tiny fraction of a second, but I saw it."
"HOLY SHIT! What did you do?"
"I couldn't really think. My heart was beating up in my ears, and I didn't know what to do. All I wanted to do was to kiss him again to see if it was real, but I had to pretend I was still into the game."
"What happened next?"
"Well, then we went on this streak of having to kiss my little brother Parker over and over. Each time, the bottle landed on him. I was dyin' inside, but I had to pretend like I still wanted those tickets. Then, finally, Tyler tickled Parker during one of their kisses to eliminate him."
"That boy wanted to kiss you again."
"Yeah. So, we had one last kiss for the tickets. We didn't like, make out or anything, but when his lips touched mine, it felt soooo good. It felt like… getting in a hot shower when you've been really cold… or taking that first bite of ice cream when you've really been craving it."
"Ahhhhh… that's soooo hot! So who won the tickets?"
"Well, things were perfect for a few seconds, and then he put his hand up on my shoulder."
"Uhhh…." Zack buries his head into his pillow and moans.
"Yeah… I felt like I was gonna get–"
"Yeah." I shift my legs to make sure my current hard-on isn't showing. Reliving that game has gotten me going again. "I had to fake some giggles and lose the game cuz I was afraid it was showing."
"So Tyler won the tickets?"
"No, he won the game, but Carson had already promised the tickets to some girl."
"He never told me that! That FUCKER!" Zack roars.
"It's okay, she left him hangin'."
"Good! Anyway, what happened next?"
"Well, I heard Tyler outside bouncing his tennis ball against the house, which always means he's pissed off. I was scared to be around him alone, but I thought it would be better if he was upset about something."
"He was pissed about the tickets?"
"I thought so at first, but he was probably just nervous about what was about to happen. I was just standing outside with him while he was bouncing his ball… and he came out to me and told me that I was cute… just like that."
"Yeah. He took me out if sight behind our shed and said that he liked kissing me, and he thought I liked it too… and I told him I did."
"I bet that wasn't easy."
"It wasn't. Then, there was this long, excruciating pause. I thought he was going to ask me if I wanted to fool around with him, but he asked me to be his boyfriend."
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!?" Zack squeals.
"I was shocked at first, but I knew it felt right, so I said yes."
"THEN?" Zack sounds like he's going to burst.
"Then, he grabbed my hand, and we… kissed."
"HOLY FUCKING FUCK! I guess you felt the sparks again?"
"Big time. Neither of us knew what we were doing. It was kinda clumsy, but it was… so fucking perfect. I knew we were in for some really serious stuff."
"Just so ya know, I'm gonna be thinkin' about this when I jerk off later, okay?"
"Whatever," I look away, giggling.
"So keep going!"
"Umm… that was it for that day. We weren't alone again until the next day after school."
"Yeah, we fooled around a little, but we didn't have a lot of time." I decide not to tell Zack about the crying or the love notes. We have to have some secrets. "Then, that night, we decided to meet in the bathroom for a good-night kiss."
"It was really intense, and then he told me that he loved me."
"Do you have any fucking idea how lucky you are?" He slaps his forehead.
"Yeah, I think so."
"Did you say it back?"
"Yep. We started to kiss again, but we heard my brother coming, so we had to stop. It was so fucking ON at that point, and after that, we just kept getting closer and closer and falling more and more in love. I mean… he's SO sweet to me. I guess you could see that. It's like, all the time. I think most people would be nauseated by it, but I can't get enough. I fuckin' eat it up!"
"You should!" Zack sounds like he's about to hyperventilate. "So, does he fuck you stupid every night?"
"Uhh… no," I say, turning away. I feel the blood rush to my cheeks again. "We uhh… share our bedroom with my little brother… so the only time that we can be together is after school before everyone else gets home."
"Ohh fuck, that suuuuucks! He does… fuck you, right?"
"No… I uhh… I really want to, but–"
"YOU want him to fuck you, but he DOESN'T want to?"
"No, the whole butt thing grosses him out."
"Fuck that! Do you want me to talk to him?"
"No. I'm… working on it. I don't want you to embarrass him."
"Hey, trust me. If you want him to fuck you, let me talk to him."
"Okay," I sigh. Zack is really easy to talk to. I think he may have a shot at it since he has some experience.
"So what do you like to do?" he asks.
"Hey, do I have to tell you everything?"
"Mmhmm," Zack laughs.
"Well, at first… I was all about sucking dick and eating cum."
"Holy FUCK! I can't even imagine what it's like to eat the cum of a guy that's in love with me."
"It's umm… pretty amazing. But now that we've gotten closer, I just… LOVE to turn to him on and give him pleasure."
"And he likes to do something more than getting his dick sucked?"
"Yeah… he always just wants to make out. I love to do it, too, because it feels so good to have him want to kiss me so bad. I can't believe that I can make him cum, and when I do, it makes me cum really hard."
"Let me get this straight. You can't believe that you can make Tyler cum?"
"Sometimes," I giggle.
"Mason, you're pretty. Do you know what that means when a boy is pretty?"
"I'm not pretty." I hide my face in my hands.
"The fuck you aren't! You have perfect skin. You have those wide, loving eyes. I can't even imagine what Tyler goes through when you look at him with love in those eyes… and that hair! You could build an entire boyband with that hair as a starting point! And those lips… they're nice and plump, and they have that little ridge that runs right around the edge of your upper lip. Let's just say that I can't fucking believe Tyler isn't in here right now kissing those lips!"
"I'm going to fucking kill you!" I laugh hysterically and continue to hide my face. I think if I don't stop him, he would just keep going.
"So Tyler likes to kiss more than anything else?" Zack shakes his head in wonderment. "Holy shit! I think he may be the most adorable guy in the world."
"I know," I chuckle. I always thought that anyone that found out about us would be totally disgusted. Not only is Zack not disgusted, he's totally into it. It feels really good, and somehow, I feel like a weight has been lifted. It's no longer my dirty little secret. Now, it's just my sexy little secret.
"You guys HAVE to fuck. You just HAVE to! I swear… I'll take care of it. I promise! It's now my life's mission to make sure Tyler fucks you." We laugh together as tension continues to melt away inside my body. Suddenly, Carson and Tyler burst through the door and we try to straighten up.
"What are you guys laughing at?" Tyler looks left out.
"He was telling me some good stuff about Carson. I'll tell you later."
"You guys done talking shit about me?" Carson asks, rifling through his clothes.
"Not ever," Zack says over his shoulder as he also seems to be picking out an outfit.
"Hi." I smile at Tyler.
"Hey." I snap him out of his little funk.
"Don't you want to… put your arms back around me again?"
"Really?" His face lights up even more.
"Yeah!" I lean towards Tyler and he wraps his arms around me, linking his hands together around my stomach.
"I missed you," I say softly, enjoying the tingles brought on by the close contact.
"Really? I was just gone a few minutes," he chuckles into my ear. "Fuck it. I missed you too." He gives me some light kisses on the cheek, down the neck and onto my shoulder. My knees feel like they're about to buckle, and I try to stifle my giggling. I glance up to realize that Zack is staring at us with a wide smile on his face.
"Good job, fuckwad," Carson says, still scurrying around the room. "Now they're gonna do this in front of us all the time."
"Awwww, aren't they perfect together?" Zack clutches onto Carson's arm. "Doesn't that make your heart just melt?"
"It makes my heart vomit," Carson says with his back to us.
"Don't listen to him, you guys!" Zack changes clothes in front of us, but I don't care. I just lean my body into Tyler's, close my eyes and enjoy the sensations.
"All right guys, here's the plan," Carson says. I realize for the first time they were getting dressed because they're going out. "We're going to give you guys some alone time. We're going to a party."
"You're leaving?" Tyler asks with confusion.
"Yeah. We just need the keys to Mom's car," Carson says, nonchalantly.
"Ohh, I get it! So this is why you wanted us to come up here and see you! You wanted a car!"
"Hey, it's a win-win! Zack and I get a little break from this place, and you guys get to… do whatever it is that I don't want to know about."
"Mom would fucking kill us if she knew you were taking her car!" Tyler whines. He really takes pride in his driving privilege.
"I promise… everything will be fine. I'm the designated driver," Zack says with pleading puppy-dog eyes.
"I wouldn't mind some time alone with you." I smile at Tyler and he quickly fishes the keys out of his pocket and throws them to Zack.
"What are you still doing here?" Tyler yells at them.
"Awesome, you guys!" Zack says as you head for the door. "Don't wait up for us! When we get back, I want there to be cum everywhere! I want it to be smeared all over the walls and dripping from the ceiling!"
"SHUT UP, ZACK!" Carson pulls him by the collar out the door.
"Not that you'd let any cum get that far," Tyler whispers into my ear.
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